Askaladd
Don Juan
- Joined
- Jan 2, 2026
- Messages
- 58
- Reaction score
- 33
I was vacationing at her house (this is in a foreing country to mine). I was adding stuff to my habit tracker and it turned into an argument. She asked why I need a habit tracker and I told her that it is not her business, since she dislikes it and my diary. This turned into an argument where she told me to leave if I don't tell her what I have written inside the tracker. I said fine I will leave. She stood up and tried to throw me out but I insisted on taking my things first. She didn't agree and was actively trying to push me out while I was putting them in my bag. Eventually I got all my important stuff in the bag and left.
Some of my less important stuff got left behind. I asked her if I could come get it. At first she said no but she had a sudden change of heart and told me to get the stuff. I knew what would happen. She had threatened to kill me before with a knife via text. I knew she would have a knife and try attack me but I thought it will be fine. As she opened the door she wasn't holding anything. I looked around and there was no knife. I moved towards the table where my stuff was. I looked back and she took a knife from her jacket on the wall. She told me she will kill me.
We stood off for minutes with the knife pointed at me. Since I have a titanic strength, speed and size advantage I managed to disarm her. I put the knife on the floor and kicked it behind me. Now she was hitting and kicking me over and over again trying to get to the knife. I tried to not inflict any pain. I wrestled her while being hit. To be fair her attacks did not hurt me at all physically. Mentally I was wrecked. She was crying out of anger, sadness and despair. I really had to hold it together to not cry.
We fought for some minutes. Eventually I kicked the knife under the bed, took my stuff and left. I feel horrible for her. Her whole life has been full of trauma and betrayal. I have been a terrible friend to her. I have never caused any physical pain or attack towards her, but have caused her to suffer from my actions. I haven't been fit to be her boyfriend or help her.
The lesson is that you shoulnd't get into relationships if you aren't ready for it or don't feel an absolute desire for her.
Some of my less important stuff got left behind. I asked her if I could come get it. At first she said no but she had a sudden change of heart and told me to get the stuff. I knew what would happen. She had threatened to kill me before with a knife via text. I knew she would have a knife and try attack me but I thought it will be fine. As she opened the door she wasn't holding anything. I looked around and there was no knife. I moved towards the table where my stuff was. I looked back and she took a knife from her jacket on the wall. She told me she will kill me.
We stood off for minutes with the knife pointed at me. Since I have a titanic strength, speed and size advantage I managed to disarm her. I put the knife on the floor and kicked it behind me. Now she was hitting and kicking me over and over again trying to get to the knife. I tried to not inflict any pain. I wrestled her while being hit. To be fair her attacks did not hurt me at all physically. Mentally I was wrecked. She was crying out of anger, sadness and despair. I really had to hold it together to not cry.
We fought for some minutes. Eventually I kicked the knife under the bed, took my stuff and left. I feel horrible for her. Her whole life has been full of trauma and betrayal. I have been a terrible friend to her. I have never caused any physical pain or attack towards her, but have caused her to suffer from my actions. I haven't been fit to be her boyfriend or help her.
The lesson is that you shoulnd't get into relationships if you aren't ready for it or don't feel an absolute desire for her.
