Good stuff mate.
Its comical. Bruce Lee once said, immortality is in living a life worth remembering.
DJ lifestyle, pickup, pulling baeee, lifting, game, purpose, etc is that hero's journey. I walked a trail today. I saw some stuff. The little thing's I nevertheless cared about.
The older I get, the More I enjoy the little thing's. Hitting snooze on the weekend or my morning cup of black coffee on Monday.
The sweetest things. The sound of the bird's chirping after a all nighter of pickup and late night pull. The sound of my foot steps on the walk back to my car.
Edit; ten yrs will come one way or another. Let it ride. I took the same approach to perspective to game and pickup. Next set. Next approach.
Learn to love the struggle.
My second cousin once said if only I looked around more, made more eye contact-I'd see that they were looking at me. I was fitter, better hair, more style with clothing back then on vacation in Quebec on the 400th anniversary.
Escalation moves so fast though. How do guys spin plates? How do they nextset so much. Treat it like exercise? That orbiter tried to explain desire like a light switch. On/off. Simple.
I'm definitely oldschool female because it takes so dam long with me.
Except with ex.
thus the oneitis or whatever you want to call it.
Went through an asecuality identifying phase. Thought I was broken.
No trauma in past that way, just tired of the pace, the utter speed, ... that Locarios video....it is screwy hormonal biology issues.
I wonder if my mojo will be back within 10 years. It will pass by anyways.
So many first dates with shortcircuited next judgements. What was I looking for? Some man who just KNEW his role without being taught. The brothers in here know. Small percentage only which you don't see out there. Blackpilled as all fv©k.
Post wall also means post pollyanna.
Should really game up one of those alternative lifestyles.
What's that one thing Sh@r¿'s Ranch in Pahrump, Nv in the U.S. offers?
The GFE.
Or the CFNM that's on the hub.
Or reverse 50 shades. oops, I'm not supposed to write unfeminine subjects.
Women have to train men too.
You know why, not for what you think.
Simply because each individual is different.
Know how there's AWALT? Well.
AMANotLT.
Every single man is a different ball of wax.
Late Dad said there was only 12 personality types in the world.
I've worked in trades with brother coworkers with so many more types than this.
Struggle's with myself. Learn to love the struggle means learn to love myself then.
Cool the way you write, it's infectious. Streaming consciousness.
I like reading these workout and health and nature positives bro. Good example setting.
Keep going. Keep grinding.
One day I'll read all old posts of the regulars here, including my own. I want to stay. Learning and thinking.
Fascinating to see the growth and realisations.
Sosuave is some kind of multiplayer merged blog. Not like any other forum I've seen.
Good timing for me. Postbreakup, changing health for the better, pandemic.
The weather has almost finished changing. I've been so cautious sweating outside to not catch a chill then get defenses down then somehow get the corona.
Handling the "fear"/stress of this time in my life better than I thought I would.
Hungry this morning so no fast. Calories were too low in my open window and I ate wheat for first time in a long time. On another 18:6 fast now but will allow few more healthy carbs and fats and proteins. Aim for double the calories in my open window than yesterday.
The forum works to permanently record in the world wide web my accountability issues and learning to accept more responsibility.
Embarassed to say I only have 4x5lb weights and my barbell. It's all I could afford/find before everything shuttered.
Better than nothing.
