Been with this chick for a while, started off amazing blah blah. used to have amazing sex everyday for the first 6 months or so, but then something changed. she started out saying that her back was hurting all the time, so she could never ride me but would still let me hit it missionary, etc
then it got worse over time, she hasn't rode me in months and only lays there like a fish.. but it's also gotten to the point where she doesn't give me head anymore because "she has a strong sense of smell" now and the smell "makes her sick" even after I freshly shower, when before I could go days without showering and whip out my sweaty gear at any time and she would go to town on it.
that's not the only reason I have a feeling she's cheating tho that's just one part of the equation.
she used to be super sweet and submissive, but now every single day all she does is ***** and neg and start fights after I get home from work. then when I stand up for myself and either straight up ignore it or tell her kindly to **** off, she tries to turn the tables and says stuff like "you're so cold now" "you don't like anymore" "you're gonna leave me soon aren't you?"
that's not all tho, the other day I was hanging out with my gf and a friend at her apartment where i'm currently staying, and when I dropped my friend off and came back there was a black car i've never seen before honk at me and yell out my name as I was walking back to the apartment... when I turned around the car sped off so I couldn't see who was inside of it.
not only that but when I went inside my girl had this weird look in her face and my gut was going crazy, there was also fast food on the table that wasn't there when I left but my gf doesn't drive and that food place was like 8miles away... so there's no way she got it herself..but I was too much of a ***** to ask her about either of these things cause I was in such hard core denial but now I'm starting to wake up.
she also negs me constantly and will like lay her head on my chest acting sweet for a second they say something like "eww your scent is ****ing gross" then sit up and act like nothing just happened. wtf? I get told from other ppl all the time how good I smell so I know she's just saying that to be a *****.
the other day I was going thru my emails but hers was logged in since she uses my phone sometimes and I saw an email that was a registration for some chat room website.
last night was what had me really thinking tho. she out of nowhere accused ME of cheating saying like "we've been having problems and I know people cheat during times like this" "have you been cheating on me? i've been loyal!!"
My gut is telling me that I really should just ghost her already but without proof I feel like that would be a **** move.
then it got worse over time, she hasn't rode me in months and only lays there like a fish.. but it's also gotten to the point where she doesn't give me head anymore because "she has a strong sense of smell" now and the smell "makes her sick" even after I freshly shower, when before I could go days without showering and whip out my sweaty gear at any time and she would go to town on it.
that's not the only reason I have a feeling she's cheating tho that's just one part of the equation.
she used to be super sweet and submissive, but now every single day all she does is ***** and neg and start fights after I get home from work. then when I stand up for myself and either straight up ignore it or tell her kindly to **** off, she tries to turn the tables and says stuff like "you're so cold now" "you don't like anymore" "you're gonna leave me soon aren't you?"
that's not all tho, the other day I was hanging out with my gf and a friend at her apartment where i'm currently staying, and when I dropped my friend off and came back there was a black car i've never seen before honk at me and yell out my name as I was walking back to the apartment... when I turned around the car sped off so I couldn't see who was inside of it.
not only that but when I went inside my girl had this weird look in her face and my gut was going crazy, there was also fast food on the table that wasn't there when I left but my gf doesn't drive and that food place was like 8miles away... so there's no way she got it herself..but I was too much of a ***** to ask her about either of these things cause I was in such hard core denial but now I'm starting to wake up.
she also negs me constantly and will like lay her head on my chest acting sweet for a second they say something like "eww your scent is ****ing gross" then sit up and act like nothing just happened. wtf? I get told from other ppl all the time how good I smell so I know she's just saying that to be a *****.
the other day I was going thru my emails but hers was logged in since she uses my phone sometimes and I saw an email that was a registration for some chat room website.
last night was what had me really thinking tho. she out of nowhere accused ME of cheating saying like "we've been having problems and I know people cheat during times like this" "have you been cheating on me? i've been loyal!!"
My gut is telling me that I really should just ghost her already but without proof I feel like that would be a **** move.
