That’s when I stopped reading lol. Im gonna finish the rest later.
You remind me of the guy from greek mythology (I think) that fell in love with his own reflection.
I know we preach self improvement and being alpha but maybe just maybe you are going way overboard with this. Or you are atroll....
go down the list
*my face - about 8/10
*body- lean and athletic but good amount of muscle mass (195 lbs)
*fashion sense and grooming- impeccable
*income level - close to 200k at age 29 in a cheap area. probably top 0.0001% for my demographics in country
*house, car, lifestyle, social circle. Everything is completely elite
but it doesn't matter. I don't get any signs of interest from decent quality women
when I approach someone I like at a bar, they walk away after a couple minutes