I'm painfully aware of this, sadly I realized it too late.
It sucks being told "you're so nice and caring, there's so few guys like that". And "I like you, but I don't have feelings for you", what sort of fvcking bullsh!t is that? Liking someone IS a fvcking feeling. The worst she said was "You're so good and deserve someone who likes you back", no sh!t... Apparently I'm the best fvcking guy out there, but somehow not worth her time.
I don't believe it. It's fvcking lies all over the place.
Translations, because we like them on here:
Lie: "You're so nice and caring, so few guys are like that"
Truth: "You're a pushover and people use you, few guys are like that because they're not idiots and has already learned the lesson"
Lie: "I like you, but I don't have feelings for you"
Truth: "I say I like you because I pity you and can't feel good about myself and retain my own image of being nice saying otherwise, I don't actually like you"
Lie: "You're so good and deserve someone who likes you back"
Truth: "You can't make me feel (not good), I hope some stupid chick is dumb enough to like such a weak man"
The worst fvcking part of this is that I took the advice from my best friend. He advised me to buy the necklace, he advised me to send lots of texts. I trusted him because I knew he knew what he was doing, and his girlfriend is the best friend of her. I was in conflict, trust the advice on here or the advice of a friend who knows his sh!t. Doesn't matter, because the problem is that I didn't trust myself and allowed other people to dictate me thus causing me to deceive myself. Conclusion: My relations with anyone is none of anyone's fvcking business, I'm on my own.
I'm gonna go stare at a fvcking wall until I feel good about everything, because in truth I don't feel like doing sh!t. I'm probably gonna hit depression again when I stop being p!ssed, and then things will be good. I know the pattern, but it sucks to have to run that course again because I fvcked up.
You can disbelieve this all you want, but to be honest I'm fvcking tired of people not taking me seriously so fvck off please. It's neither trolling or satire, it's the description of real events and how I feel about it. I did everything I said I did. Initially my intention was to show you that the stuff on here was bullsh!t, but as I just experienced it isn't. I blamed you for bullsh!t, and it turned out I was full of sh!t. At least life never stops being ironic, and that's something I can laugh about even though it svcks.
