Not Quite There
Senior Don Juan
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Since i've started lifting, and bulked up a little, i have noticed myself being more aggresive.
I don't go looking to pick trouble/fights, but i don't think i would be that bothered if i got in one. I have barely had any fights in my life, even when people have hit me, i've just let it go in the past. But in my head i have this idea i can take on the world, I'm always wondering who I could beat in a fight when out and about.
I'm not the type to start on innocent people, but when i see scum bags out and about doing no good, i just want to fight them nowadays. Even if outnumbered, i still think I am gonna win, and I don't really care if people have weapons, i would still fight them! this is just stupid!
I think in a fight, i wouldnt give up, i would be proper dirty, kick people in the balls, bit them etc..
I think i need to get in a fight and get it out of my system, if i get badly beat up, then i might stop thinking this way.... I watched green street hooligans the other week, and i just wanted to be a football hooligan after that!
Obviously this is the road to nowhere, I am at the start of my professional career, and if i got a criminal record, this would ruin my future job prospects.
so does anyone else have this problem? how to you deal with it? Is this a result of increased testosterone and confidence from lifting? I'm not even that big! is it from trying to be alpha male?? having irish blood...lol
i hope now i've wrote this, I don't get in a fight tonight.
I don't go looking to pick trouble/fights, but i don't think i would be that bothered if i got in one. I have barely had any fights in my life, even when people have hit me, i've just let it go in the past. But in my head i have this idea i can take on the world, I'm always wondering who I could beat in a fight when out and about.
I'm not the type to start on innocent people, but when i see scum bags out and about doing no good, i just want to fight them nowadays. Even if outnumbered, i still think I am gonna win, and I don't really care if people have weapons, i would still fight them! this is just stupid!
I think in a fight, i wouldnt give up, i would be proper dirty, kick people in the balls, bit them etc..
I think i need to get in a fight and get it out of my system, if i get badly beat up, then i might stop thinking this way.... I watched green street hooligans the other week, and i just wanted to be a football hooligan after that!
Obviously this is the road to nowhere, I am at the start of my professional career, and if i got a criminal record, this would ruin my future job prospects.
so does anyone else have this problem? how to you deal with it? Is this a result of increased testosterone and confidence from lifting? I'm not even that big! is it from trying to be alpha male?? having irish blood...lol
i hope now i've wrote this, I don't get in a fight tonight.