wth it doesnt make sense

[SikWitIt]

Ok well this has to do more with me then like anythingelse, sorry if i dont make sense i just burned one :crazy:

Anyway what im getting at is i was alway's a quiet kid for some reason i have no clue i was scared of people i didnt know.

It got worse as i got older up until i was about 17 i just started reinforcing my beliefs even if they wernt exactly true, like im the cutest guy here or im better then you like im the **** eventually it all suck in an it all just worked i was getting chicks left an right. ]

An even had two of them fighting over me plus their friend on the side, 3 women after you i was like wtf? So now im kinda reverting to my old way's of being queit for some reason i wanna show these people the crazy dude underneath but i dont come out unless im really comfortable with them,drunk,high.

I wanna be that guy all the time everybody likes that guy all the girls love that guy. Im a gemini if that has anything to do with it split persona i guess...Dude i dont know people think im stuck up or i think im better then them an they dont even know me?

They base all this on the fact that i dont talk to them or smile at them, then whey they get to know me they tell me everything like how they thought i was all stuck up but im really not?

I guess their intimidated im 6'3 talk dark an handsome i stick out like a sore thumb even though inside i feel like a fly nobody see's im invisible.

Wtf dude im screwed up, how do i fix it?

 

[TheEdgeOf]

Holy Fvcking sh*t that was hard to read. Use commas

Okay, now I know that guy you're talking about. The one who everybody thinks is awesome and likes to be around, right? Yea, I know him because I am him. Let me tell you something buddy, there's only one way to be that guy.


Chill. Just chill.

Don't pay to much attention to negative things. And amplify anything and everything that's happy.

Be spontaneous, initiate activities.

Relax. Be about having fun. That's what I do. If something isn't fun, I'm outta there. I walk away from my friends all the time. If they're not interesting, I find someone who is.

Don't sweat about what other people think of you. The only person who should matter to you is yourself.

Realize that everyone dies. There are to 2 different outcomes to everyone's life. If you're religious, you to heaven, hell, wtv, and if you're not, then you just die. But either way, what you do in life doesn't really matter, so just have fun.

 

[SikWitIt]

Holy Fvcking sh*t that was hard to read. Use commas

Okay, now I know that guy you're talking about. The one who everybody thinks is awesome and likes to be around, right? Yea, I know him because I am him. Let me tell you something buddy, there's only one way to be that guy.


Chill. Just chill.

Don't pay to much attention to negative things. And amplify anything and everything that's happy.

Be spontaneous, initiate activities.

Relax. Be about having fun. That's what I do. If something isn't fun, I'm outta there. I walk away from my friends all the time. If they're not interesting, I find someone who is.

Don't sweat about what other people think of you. The only person who should matter to you is yourself.

Realize that everyone dies. There are to 2 different outcomes to everyone's life. If you're religious, you to heaven, hell, wtv, and if you're not, then you just die. But either way, what you do in life doesn't really matter, so just have fun.

Wow your right, it's that easy just be positive instead of negative which ive been alot lately.

 

[TheEdgeOf]

Yes, well, the main point of my post was to start using commas, thank, you, for, doing, that.