jbrunner_ipa
Don Juan
Once again, i'm questioning my motives. I've been in a ltr before and was engaged. I loved having a person around who made me feel good but there was so much involved in being with somebody....so many strings. I'm in a band that's doing very well and that takes up so much of my time and to be honest, I love my music more than i could ever love another human being.
I would like to be in a relationship with somebody....but i can't get up to asking anybody out or even going out with anybody who clearly expresses interest because the question of "why"? comes up.
I don't know why i would be doing it.....i don't have time to be in a relationship, the label clearly doesn't pay the band enough for me to support a family....i'm too selfish to handle the strings attached....so........why? What's the point? I'm just going to end up hurting somebody and still ending up by myself in the end...........can somebody help me?
I would like to be in a relationship with somebody....but i can't get up to asking anybody out or even going out with anybody who clearly expresses interest because the question of "why"? comes up.
I don't know why i would be doing it.....i don't have time to be in a relationship, the label clearly doesn't pay the band enough for me to support a family....i'm too selfish to handle the strings attached....so........why? What's the point? I'm just going to end up hurting somebody and still ending up by myself in the end...........can somebody help me?