Infern0
Master Don Juan
- Joined
- Apr 11, 2015
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Yeah failed again.
BTW this is a 100% diagnosed, had some therapy, medicated, suicide attempts the whole deal.
I KNOW the drill, ended up getting almost suckered into another recycle with her but luckily she flared up pretty quickly so I gtfo but im left with that drained feeling you always get.
My problem is that after a while of NC I tend to forget what she's really like and so when she comes calling I talk to her and before you know it you are in the dream land again.
I end up reading stuff on the BPD family forum and feeling sorry for her and that she's not just a souless monster.
I can't have NC because I work with her.
BTW this is a 100% diagnosed, had some therapy, medicated, suicide attempts the whole deal.
I KNOW the drill, ended up getting almost suckered into another recycle with her but luckily she flared up pretty quickly so I gtfo but im left with that drained feeling you always get.
My problem is that after a while of NC I tend to forget what she's really like and so when she comes calling I talk to her and before you know it you are in the dream land again.
I end up reading stuff on the BPD family forum and feeling sorry for her and that she's not just a souless monster.
I can't have NC because I work with her.
