sph21
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Today I asked a girl who has friendzoned me about what she thinks about me that I can improve upon. The conversation was in our local language. I'll try to write it in English as close as possible.
Me: "since we're friends, I want to know about all the things that I can do to improve. What do you think?"
Girl: "your question is too sudden. Keep talking. I need some time to think"
Me: "okay. Take your time. You don't have to answer it now. Are there something that I do too little or too much?"
Girl: "hmm. I think you're kind of stiff ."
Me: "being stiff is not good?"
Girl: "yeah. Something like that."
I know she was just being nice. Being stiff is definitely not good in her eyes.
Me: okay. Does that mean that I'm too boring?
Girl: no. You're a fun person to be with when someone really know who you truly are.
(I remember my ex girlfriend said something like that too)
Me: what else?
Girl: are you often being spontaneous?
Me: of course. (I really did some spontaneous actions lately)
Girl: Oh. I thought you weren't.
Me: anything else?
Girl: you're kind of building walls between your friends. You're isolating yourself.
Me: well, it's not like I don't want to get close to them. People are contagious. If I think that there's something I don't like about a person, I tried to create a space. ( I was avoiding explaining to her about a heavy idea since it would make our conversations will become too heavy so I explained it in a more simple way) Have you ever admire someone and get close to him/ her and then you realised that you were adopting his/her characteristics?
Girl: yeah, of course.
Me: so, it's just something like that.
I know it was a quite boring conversation. I didn't add any humour because it was kind of an awkward situation between us. We had some bad stories some years ago so they affected our relationships and they might affecting her judgements of me. Even so, I believe her thought about me of being stiff is quite true.
A little background about me. I am an introvert . when I was a teenager, I was so scared of being close to any girl. I started to fix the way I see about interacting with girls by my own efforts and read David D'Angelo's books. I did fix some of my weaknesses around human interactions. I've read and watched some books or videos about character building. Some years ago I found this forum and it was truly an eye opener for me. Some months ago, I had a positive outlook about myself and my view of everything around me was a fun experience and I was so playful and funny around anyone. Then I got sick of my financial situation and has been 'so serious' and not fun to be around others.
What do you think about it? Do you agree that being stiff is a bad thing? Does her description of me being stiff mean that I wasn't initiating enough kino to her and not having enough fun?
Do I need to change myself by not being stiff? If so, how can I change it? Will it affect my DJ mindset in a good way or not? I really like Pook's mindset about embracing your own nature.
Me: "since we're friends, I want to know about all the things that I can do to improve. What do you think?"
Girl: "your question is too sudden. Keep talking. I need some time to think"
Me: "okay. Take your time. You don't have to answer it now. Are there something that I do too little or too much?"
Girl: "hmm. I think you're kind of stiff ."
Me: "being stiff is not good?"
Girl: "yeah. Something like that."
I know she was just being nice. Being stiff is definitely not good in her eyes.
Me: okay. Does that mean that I'm too boring?
Girl: no. You're a fun person to be with when someone really know who you truly are.
(I remember my ex girlfriend said something like that too)
Me: what else?
Girl: are you often being spontaneous?
Me: of course. (I really did some spontaneous actions lately)
Girl: Oh. I thought you weren't.
Me: anything else?
Girl: you're kind of building walls between your friends. You're isolating yourself.
Me: well, it's not like I don't want to get close to them. People are contagious. If I think that there's something I don't like about a person, I tried to create a space. ( I was avoiding explaining to her about a heavy idea since it would make our conversations will become too heavy so I explained it in a more simple way) Have you ever admire someone and get close to him/ her and then you realised that you were adopting his/her characteristics?
Girl: yeah, of course.
Me: so, it's just something like that.
I know it was a quite boring conversation. I didn't add any humour because it was kind of an awkward situation between us. We had some bad stories some years ago so they affected our relationships and they might affecting her judgements of me. Even so, I believe her thought about me of being stiff is quite true.
A little background about me. I am an introvert . when I was a teenager, I was so scared of being close to any girl. I started to fix the way I see about interacting with girls by my own efforts and read David D'Angelo's books. I did fix some of my weaknesses around human interactions. I've read and watched some books or videos about character building. Some years ago I found this forum and it was truly an eye opener for me. Some months ago, I had a positive outlook about myself and my view of everything around me was a fun experience and I was so playful and funny around anyone. Then I got sick of my financial situation and has been 'so serious' and not fun to be around others.
What do you think about it? Do you agree that being stiff is a bad thing? Does her description of me being stiff mean that I wasn't initiating enough kino to her and not having enough fun?
Do I need to change myself by not being stiff? If so, how can I change it? Will it affect my DJ mindset in a good way or not? I really like Pook's mindset about embracing your own nature.