Hello all,
So I've looked at this forum off and on once in a while over the past year or so. I don't know if I'm just going to get the same responses that I've read in other threads, but I thought I'd try and see what happens.
So like any other sexually deprived young male (24), I see the hot girls walking/jogging down the street and I think how I wish I knew them. College was pretty bad for me in this sense, because they were all around me, but I didn't even know the advice on this site, and I had no idea at all what to do. I just thought that there are some people who get the right to **** girls and others don't . . . that because I am shorter, thinner, have less money, didn't grow up with the same privileges, etc. I will just always have to work all my life and nobody would be interested in me, and this made me really angry of course.
I once purely by chance IMed a girl whom I found on facebook, she let me come over one night, and I fingered her while we watched a movie, but then she never let me see her again. That was junior year. So then, I IMed practically every other girl on facebook at my school, and maybe 10 or so others met me, and I didn't do anything with them, because I had no idea how to get that to happen. And thousands of girls called me creepy or threatened to report me as a result, making me feel even more isolated.
One girl who I did do something with was this really fat tall girl who I was not attracted to at all. I couldn't even get it up with her. I could have ****ed her but I didn't want to. We did everything else, though. I guess understandably, she wasn't happy.
Then I graduated and moved back home with my parents until I got a job, then got my own place. Then I started using craigslist and OkCupid to get online dates, I met about 30 girls over the past year, and hooked up with maybe 5 of them. I didn't have sex with any of them -- I was only doing it so I could get comfortable with it, not because I was attracted to them. None of the girls I met were the kind I look at on the street. They were mostly insecure and in bad physical shape.
So now I'm sick of all these online personals, and I don't know what to do. I am not really good with people in general, I don't have much in the way of friends, a few weeks ago I tried to reconnect with a girl from high school who was interesting and I wanted to be friends with her. We had a great time the two times we met, but then she never answered the phone again -- maybe she wanted me to be attracted to her, I don't know.
I go out to rock shows once a week or so, and I feel like girls are interested in me, sometimes they back into me so their bodies are touching mine, but they never initiate conversations.
I have seen some people who start conversations with every girl they see . . . but they always seem sleazy to me, and I don't see them doing all that well anyway.
Well, this is probably enough for now, I can provide more details if anyone is interested.
So I've looked at this forum off and on once in a while over the past year or so. I don't know if I'm just going to get the same responses that I've read in other threads, but I thought I'd try and see what happens.
So like any other sexually deprived young male (24), I see the hot girls walking/jogging down the street and I think how I wish I knew them. College was pretty bad for me in this sense, because they were all around me, but I didn't even know the advice on this site, and I had no idea at all what to do. I just thought that there are some people who get the right to **** girls and others don't . . . that because I am shorter, thinner, have less money, didn't grow up with the same privileges, etc. I will just always have to work all my life and nobody would be interested in me, and this made me really angry of course.
I once purely by chance IMed a girl whom I found on facebook, she let me come over one night, and I fingered her while we watched a movie, but then she never let me see her again. That was junior year. So then, I IMed practically every other girl on facebook at my school, and maybe 10 or so others met me, and I didn't do anything with them, because I had no idea how to get that to happen. And thousands of girls called me creepy or threatened to report me as a result, making me feel even more isolated.
One girl who I did do something with was this really fat tall girl who I was not attracted to at all. I couldn't even get it up with her. I could have ****ed her but I didn't want to. We did everything else, though. I guess understandably, she wasn't happy.
Then I graduated and moved back home with my parents until I got a job, then got my own place. Then I started using craigslist and OkCupid to get online dates, I met about 30 girls over the past year, and hooked up with maybe 5 of them. I didn't have sex with any of them -- I was only doing it so I could get comfortable with it, not because I was attracted to them. None of the girls I met were the kind I look at on the street. They were mostly insecure and in bad physical shape.
So now I'm sick of all these online personals, and I don't know what to do. I am not really good with people in general, I don't have much in the way of friends, a few weeks ago I tried to reconnect with a girl from high school who was interesting and I wanted to be friends with her. We had a great time the two times we met, but then she never answered the phone again -- maybe she wanted me to be attracted to her, I don't know.
I go out to rock shows once a week or so, and I feel like girls are interested in me, sometimes they back into me so their bodies are touching mine, but they never initiate conversations.
I have seen some people who start conversations with every girl they see . . . but they always seem sleazy to me, and I don't see them doing all that well anyway.
Well, this is probably enough for now, I can provide more details if anyone is interested.
