Well i hate a deep hate for my ex gf for a loooong time. We started talking again on aim, and i feel alot better? I feel alot better that i dont have this hate burrowed deep in me. But the thing is she was the only girl i ever loved, so there is still this desire in me. But i know it is the best thing for me if i say nothing to her about my feelings. Because i know they are probably gone for her. gah what to do.