Fruitbat
Master Don Juan
- Joined
- May 3, 2013
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basically, I am going to spend the next 2 years of my life, to the day, attempting to raise my game - physical, wealth, everything.
I've managed gf in my life, but always missed out on the ones I like. I've been played, chewed around and spat out too many times.
I'm so relentlessly self critical, so jealous of other dudes who seem to pick up the iOi so far quicker than me. In so fed up of rejection, humiliation, being laughed at, having hot women genuinely bail at my approach. So utterly heartbroken, not just by the ones i loved, but also teased and humiliated by the odd few I crushed for. I've had an adolescence where I was always last, or almost last in the male ***** pecking order. I watched my one true love, I was her BF for a year, I waited for her virginity for a year and she gave it to another guy. She now has a child with this man. Everything I dreamed of.
I've had my marriage fall apart with a woman who bizzarely didn't want kids with me. I tried so hard.
I had a childhood I am happy I left now. Although some parts were good.
I have spent my whole life focused on just finding a mate sir dreaming of raising a normal family.
Since I was little, I've had a Pattern of being rejected, since I was 7. Years old. Perhaps not the worst in school year, but since I was a kid, my life is a tale of unrequited love. For those doing consistently well, and are here as a hobby, imagine the kid in your group who struggled for pvssy and swap body and life with him and you will know how my life has been.
So, I have found much of my life almost to much shame and humiliation to bear.
In addition, I would consider myself intelligent so I can't accept fate like a truly dull person could. I know exactly what has happened, and the truth is that, whatever the reason, I cannot compete with most men of my grouping as well. In clever and have a good job, I have studied game. In currently overweight because I hit a bad depression. This was because I was in good shape and a woman I had a huge 1itus for decided to basically destroy my self esteem for no reason.
Anyway, I have decided that after perhaps a couple of years, if I can't find what I want - i am going to kill myself. I am not living this life as me, while other luckier individuals swan around receiving benefit they have only genetic and upbringing good fortune advantage over me to thank.
bad day today. . I had to face the ***** who ****ed my brain up. It's been 3 years and I haven't been the same since and never will be the same agains
I've managed gf in my life, but always missed out on the ones I like. I've been played, chewed around and spat out too many times.
I'm so relentlessly self critical, so jealous of other dudes who seem to pick up the iOi so far quicker than me. In so fed up of rejection, humiliation, being laughed at, having hot women genuinely bail at my approach. So utterly heartbroken, not just by the ones i loved, but also teased and humiliated by the odd few I crushed for. I've had an adolescence where I was always last, or almost last in the male ***** pecking order. I watched my one true love, I was her BF for a year, I waited for her virginity for a year and she gave it to another guy. She now has a child with this man. Everything I dreamed of.
I've had my marriage fall apart with a woman who bizzarely didn't want kids with me. I tried so hard.
I had a childhood I am happy I left now. Although some parts were good.
I have spent my whole life focused on just finding a mate sir dreaming of raising a normal family.
Since I was little, I've had a Pattern of being rejected, since I was 7. Years old. Perhaps not the worst in school year, but since I was a kid, my life is a tale of unrequited love. For those doing consistently well, and are here as a hobby, imagine the kid in your group who struggled for pvssy and swap body and life with him and you will know how my life has been.
So, I have found much of my life almost to much shame and humiliation to bear.
In addition, I would consider myself intelligent so I can't accept fate like a truly dull person could. I know exactly what has happened, and the truth is that, whatever the reason, I cannot compete with most men of my grouping as well. In clever and have a good job, I have studied game. In currently overweight because I hit a bad depression. This was because I was in good shape and a woman I had a huge 1itus for decided to basically destroy my self esteem for no reason.
Anyway, I have decided that after perhaps a couple of years, if I can't find what I want - i am going to kill myself. I am not living this life as me, while other luckier individuals swan around receiving benefit they have only genetic and upbringing good fortune advantage over me to thank.
bad day today. . I had to face the ***** who ****ed my brain up. It's been 3 years and I haven't been the same since and never will be the same agains
