backbreaker
Master Don Juan
Okay, first off, I have the flu. Been in bed most of the day. Haven't been this sick since I thought I had ebola, ironically like 5 years ago on Christmas, when I lost like 15 pounds from not eating.
Anyway, so we all go over my mom's house. So, we all get there, exchange gifts, give my mom her gifts, my sister her gifts, as my sister's dad is coming through the door, my sister's dog, a **** tsu mutt, gets lose and just runs down the street. hell breaks lose, I'm sick i'm like fuuuuck that, you guys are on your own. So; my sisters dad goes chasing the dog, who already has a broken shoulder, falls on his shoulder, gets hurt again. So, my mom tears into my sister, for i don't know what. She didn't see the dog, the dog is just like 7 pounds for crying out loud.
I wasn't going to eat. Made a plate. Mind you, I'm a ****ing grown man. I have not lived with my mom since I was what.. 18 years old? I had not eaten anything since yesterday afternoon, i thouht I would try to eat something, so I get my plate out and try to warm it up, so my mom says "when you eat, you need to eat on a newspaper so that you don't waste crumbs, I always have to clean up after you".. i'm like mom, that was a ****ing decade ago. lol, when you sold my ****iing bed because you were trying to kick me out the house and wanted me to catch the hint so I had to eat on the floor. I'm 27 years old with my own damn house, I know how to clean up after myself. And who tells a ****ing grown man, to eat on a newspaper? And even so, who the hell is perfect? who doesn't waste something from time to time when they eat. it was just a ****ing stupid statement made for no reason than to try to, **** i don't even know. I was so pissed off I just grabed my plate and just went to back to where we are staying.
And you know what lol, as I was driving home, I realized, that's what every last man who she has dated in her adult life has done, grabbed their plate and went home. NO grown man is going to put up with that **** regardless of how much money you make. You can't live up to her expectations. When I was 18 it was go to college. Then it was get a job. Then when I made some money it was, go back to church. I started going back to church (on my own, had nothing to do with her) and it was, why don't you bring your son around more. I bring my son around more, it's why did you have to move all the way to California, what's wrong with Arkansas (What the **** is RIGHT with Arkansas lol) as well as I don't see why you don't date inside your race.. and wonders why I don't bring my family around when you insult my future wife to my face. She has more class in her finger than my mom has in her whole body. All the **** she has given me, and her indirectly and sometimes even directly, it was her, who basically made us come back here earlier this year to visit my grandmother before she died, because i honestly did not give a damn. She respects her because she's my mom, i know she doesn't care for her, who would after she in front of 20 people asks you why you had to have a baby with a white woman, but she has never been nothing but respectful to her, but if she cursed her out, I wouldn't say 2 words to her, because she has put up with alot of **** from my mom. it's just never enough. You can't please her, no matter how hard you try, no matter what you do, she will find some **** to gripe about, to ***** and complain about and even worse, not realizing the glaring character flaws that she has and not realizing that, as we say here, the common demonator between all my problems and me is me. I went half way across the country to get away from the woman lol. Every man she has ever dated, including her last husband, got out like a bat out of hell. Yet she refuses to see that she is just too overbearing. she doesn't accept people for who they are and doesn't understand, or want to understand that not everyone is always going to od what she wants when she wants them to.
Then what really burns me in the wrong way she uses, god in the wrong context. she will justify it all and say "god just hasn't brought the right man yet" or something to that line.
Not only that, she has no problem asking for help when she wants something. I saved her like 10 grand last week she bought a buick lacrosse and I found one that was a used 010 out of state that had everything she wanted for 9 grand less than what she was going to pay for it here. Not a thank you, no nothing.
And it brings me back to the overall point... a single 45 year old woman.. you know, i dont' think it's so much, genetics, tits sagging, old age.. why they get overlooked to date younger women.
AS I think about it, every last one of her relationshiops have ended with her getting cheated on, that I know of. My dad, her a few long time men who she dated when I was growing up, her last husband. same patten, find for 1-2 years, they get tired of it, and move on.
I am starting to think, damnit unles you JUST got divorced or widowed, if you are a 45 year old woman, there is a reason you are 45 and single. it's my flesh and blood and i can't stand the woman, she doesn't have a chance with a regular man until she has a serious attitude adjustment.
Anyway, so we all go over my mom's house. So, we all get there, exchange gifts, give my mom her gifts, my sister her gifts, as my sister's dad is coming through the door, my sister's dog, a **** tsu mutt, gets lose and just runs down the street. hell breaks lose, I'm sick i'm like fuuuuck that, you guys are on your own. So; my sisters dad goes chasing the dog, who already has a broken shoulder, falls on his shoulder, gets hurt again. So, my mom tears into my sister, for i don't know what. She didn't see the dog, the dog is just like 7 pounds for crying out loud.
I wasn't going to eat. Made a plate. Mind you, I'm a ****ing grown man. I have not lived with my mom since I was what.. 18 years old? I had not eaten anything since yesterday afternoon, i thouht I would try to eat something, so I get my plate out and try to warm it up, so my mom says "when you eat, you need to eat on a newspaper so that you don't waste crumbs, I always have to clean up after you".. i'm like mom, that was a ****ing decade ago. lol, when you sold my ****iing bed because you were trying to kick me out the house and wanted me to catch the hint so I had to eat on the floor. I'm 27 years old with my own damn house, I know how to clean up after myself. And who tells a ****ing grown man, to eat on a newspaper? And even so, who the hell is perfect? who doesn't waste something from time to time when they eat. it was just a ****ing stupid statement made for no reason than to try to, **** i don't even know. I was so pissed off I just grabed my plate and just went to back to where we are staying.
And you know what lol, as I was driving home, I realized, that's what every last man who she has dated in her adult life has done, grabbed their plate and went home. NO grown man is going to put up with that **** regardless of how much money you make. You can't live up to her expectations. When I was 18 it was go to college. Then it was get a job. Then when I made some money it was, go back to church. I started going back to church (on my own, had nothing to do with her) and it was, why don't you bring your son around more. I bring my son around more, it's why did you have to move all the way to California, what's wrong with Arkansas (What the **** is RIGHT with Arkansas lol) as well as I don't see why you don't date inside your race.. and wonders why I don't bring my family around when you insult my future wife to my face. She has more class in her finger than my mom has in her whole body. All the **** she has given me, and her indirectly and sometimes even directly, it was her, who basically made us come back here earlier this year to visit my grandmother before she died, because i honestly did not give a damn. She respects her because she's my mom, i know she doesn't care for her, who would after she in front of 20 people asks you why you had to have a baby with a white woman, but she has never been nothing but respectful to her, but if she cursed her out, I wouldn't say 2 words to her, because she has put up with alot of **** from my mom. it's just never enough. You can't please her, no matter how hard you try, no matter what you do, she will find some **** to gripe about, to ***** and complain about and even worse, not realizing the glaring character flaws that she has and not realizing that, as we say here, the common demonator between all my problems and me is me. I went half way across the country to get away from the woman lol. Every man she has ever dated, including her last husband, got out like a bat out of hell. Yet she refuses to see that she is just too overbearing. she doesn't accept people for who they are and doesn't understand, or want to understand that not everyone is always going to od what she wants when she wants them to.
Then what really burns me in the wrong way she uses, god in the wrong context. she will justify it all and say "god just hasn't brought the right man yet" or something to that line.
Not only that, she has no problem asking for help when she wants something. I saved her like 10 grand last week she bought a buick lacrosse and I found one that was a used 010 out of state that had everything she wanted for 9 grand less than what she was going to pay for it here. Not a thank you, no nothing.
And it brings me back to the overall point... a single 45 year old woman.. you know, i dont' think it's so much, genetics, tits sagging, old age.. why they get overlooked to date younger women.
AS I think about it, every last one of her relationshiops have ended with her getting cheated on, that I know of. My dad, her a few long time men who she dated when I was growing up, her last husband. same patten, find for 1-2 years, they get tired of it, and move on.
I am starting to think, damnit unles you JUST got divorced or widowed, if you are a 45 year old woman, there is a reason you are 45 and single. it's my flesh and blood and i can't stand the woman, she doesn't have a chance with a regular man until she has a serious attitude adjustment.
