Decided to update wtf is going on with my case as I have found pretty useful advices in this thread and on the website in particular.
So lets start,
After she agreed to go out with me (after flaking one of our date) thru texting, we arranged to meet this Saturday and we pretty much spent whole day sightseeing, talking about random b/s and all that stuff..
To make it short, we met today (its sunday night where i live right now) as well (both dates were like 6-8 hours, i know its long and sh1t, but it is what it is) and at some point I decided to make a move and go ahead and kiss her. She was doing kino stuff all day long, but at the end she started to kino big time so I decided to kiss her as it was freaking nobrainer that she wanted it..
Good thing about that kiss was that she didnt reject, However, what was weird that our kiss was not really a french one (i tried to, but she wouldnt spread her mouth that much or move her tongue) This sh1t was so freaking awkward can't even explain, never had so awkward kiss it was freaking embarassing lol. I was speechless for like 30 seconds trying to figure out wtf happened, whether she wanted this or mb she was just "polite" and didnt want to hurt my feelings or so..
We then talked some more about our private lifes, bla bla etc. I then went for another attempt, it was same weird ****, i asked her whether she even ever kissed, she said yes, but needs time to get used to me... get used to me just for a kiss lol wtf srsly?
we then arranged a date for next saturday as i dont have much time during regular work week to meet.. what do you guys think is going on with her mind and what i should do or not? should i text her sometime just to talk about some general sh1t, should i try to find some time during regular work week to meet with her, should i remain silent and not that interested until our next date..
What is also interesting is how emotional i was last week (big hit to my ego by getting flaked by a girl) and how i dont really care about her now that much as i got what i wanted (got two long dates, got to kiss her, got to see her liking big time). I was actually thinking about finding some other girl as it would take a lot of time, i guess at least, to get laid by her... (she's virgin)