The "love" you feel for the first girl you fall for is the strongest. My question to you is how do you know that it was unconditional bro?I had unconditional love for my first wife. Now some 15 x years, 20 x some sexual partners, several failed LTRs of a year or more, and a fake marriage to a bigamist that was annulled; I’ll never love that way again. It’s not possible. I can still love but now I can get out of love much quicker then I can get in it. And not look back.
Would you have cared for your first wife if she suddenly became a vegetable ( God forbid). I am just curious as to how strong your loyalty was. Would you have stayed if she became obese but had the same personality? Just wondering