Today in the subway, I saw 2 little hotties, aged 14/15. They're gonna be very desired by everyone soon.
Out of nowhere, this scenario appeared in my head:
I, aged 20, some girls my age and some 14-15 y.o. girls are in a camp for a few days. The younger girls would really like to have some kind of romantic relationship with me, but they realize it's impossible beacuse I am "chasing" / trying to hook up with a girl of my age.
The thought of me being this desiring guy trying to hook up with one of the girls seemed so disgusting, groce, embarassing and however you may call it.
Then I think about the other option: I am doing my own thing, not bothering about the girls, and this makes me desirable. It's the girls trying to get to me, not the other way around. That seemed so cool, fellas!
Something changed inside me and I can only hope it will last.
Out of nowhere, this scenario appeared in my head:
I, aged 20, some girls my age and some 14-15 y.o. girls are in a camp for a few days. The younger girls would really like to have some kind of romantic relationship with me, but they realize it's impossible beacuse I am "chasing" / trying to hook up with a girl of my age.
The thought of me being this desiring guy trying to hook up with one of the girls seemed so disgusting, groce, embarassing and however you may call it.
Then I think about the other option: I am doing my own thing, not bothering about the girls, and this makes me desirable. It's the girls trying to get to me, not the other way around. That seemed so cool, fellas!
Something changed inside me and I can only hope it will last.