I'm kind of sad right now. The girl that I thought liked me (and I liked her) now has a BF. At first I wasn't to bummed bout it. However the next day I had a dream....I don't remember it to much, however I remember my self just holding her in my arms. Nothing sexual in anyway, more like a love type situation.
I thought she liked me cuz:
-Every time she looked at me in class....she'd smile at me, and turn to her friends and giggle
-When I was in the hospital, my friend would talk to her bout me, and when he'd mention my name, she'd act all "allert" all of a sudden
-When I asked her to Home coming....she got REALLY red, from her face to her hands.
Maybe these are all kiddy gestures, however I really felt she liked me, there was something going on.
At first I thought I was in love, but then I realize....I'm in high school, hs'ers don't ever fall in love. And then I tested my self. I relized I was looking at another girl who I thought was pretty. Then I started getting the feeling "Geez it would be nice ****ing her"
So then I realize....I'm not in love....however I really do care about this girl, I care about her A LOT. But now she has a boyfriend, never talks to me (she used to initiate convo. now I have to), I thought she liked me.....but now I reailze that She doesn't. Geez I'm depressed, I can't believe I'm so naive to think that I was in love.
Jesus....when I think about the times that she looked at me, and smiled at me.....It almost makes me want to cry. If I weren't hospitalized....I could have built my relation ship with her. She'll never know how I feel, and she doesn't even really know me....we've never hung out ever. And now, my chances with her are gone. Can you guys offer any advice?
I thought she liked me cuz:
-Every time she looked at me in class....she'd smile at me, and turn to her friends and giggle
-When I was in the hospital, my friend would talk to her bout me, and when he'd mention my name, she'd act all "allert" all of a sudden
-When I asked her to Home coming....she got REALLY red, from her face to her hands.
Maybe these are all kiddy gestures, however I really felt she liked me, there was something going on.
At first I thought I was in love, but then I realize....I'm in high school, hs'ers don't ever fall in love. And then I tested my self. I relized I was looking at another girl who I thought was pretty. Then I started getting the feeling "Geez it would be nice ****ing her"
So then I realize....I'm not in love....however I really do care about this girl, I care about her A LOT. But now she has a boyfriend, never talks to me (she used to initiate convo. now I have to), I thought she liked me.....but now I reailze that She doesn't. Geez I'm depressed, I can't believe I'm so naive to think that I was in love.
Jesus....when I think about the times that she looked at me, and smiled at me.....It almost makes me want to cry. If I weren't hospitalized....I could have built my relation ship with her. She'll never know how I feel, and she doesn't even really know me....we've never hung out ever. And now, my chances with her are gone. Can you guys offer any advice?
