Yes, another ****ing thread. I listened to the red pill handbook which sparked a memory of an incident with a bpd years back. Discussing previous sex partners and notch counts her first confessed number was a 5 relationships. That seemed off to me she'd already disclosed more just through anecdotes about "the time I was with this guy or that guy and he wanted me to do this and you wouldn't believe how small this one guys **** was" stories. Slowly the number went up to 10, then 20 ( but they don't count coz they weren't relationships - ha ha ha). Eventually were talking estimated 100 and that way a modest figure. Anyway she was still pretty crazy in bed but was apparently upset with herself and wanted to rein in her behaviour because "that's how she used to be with all those other guys, and I want it to be different with you ". Question is, was this just bull or do you think there was a genuine desire to clean up and try to behave in a way she perceived was more respectable and dignified? After all, like all bpds she hated herself and everyone else truth be told. Did she really see it as an opportunity to "reform" and learn to live with herself by acting like less of a slut or another reason? Enquiring mind wants to know.........
