The moment you enter my ancestral dwelling you'll be surrounded by about 400 people, half of which is tattooed with curses, battle stories, protection spells, life stories and dozens of beheaded skulls thats on display, etc.I like having it next to me. It's the great equalizer.
A wise man reads horror stories in the news and thinks about how he would react in a similar situation. I don't ever want to be left helpless at the hands of evil men.
You're been constantly surrounded by a relatively peaceful environment hence ur fear.
I've been raised in an environment that embraces fear through bravery.
Let the fear go, when death comes it will come no matter what.