Whats up boyo's
So ive made a few threads on this chick and the finale has come.
Last night st patricks day I was driving across state to my families. She said she had plans to hang with her gfs for a couple drinks/apps, then she was gonna go workout at 10pm then go home and work early the next day. Of course I let it all go and let her do her thing and of course none of what she said happened lol. The next morning I broke up with her (today).
Just told her that was the finale. I cannot accept my woman going out downtown getting fkked up drinking and being out all night and not going home, especially when shes with her sloot friend. So I had a feeling it was gonna go down like this so I packed all my stuff before I left.
Now shes texting/calling trying to work things out. But I can finally say Im free brothers. The relationship had its ups and downs and definitely made me more intelligent when dealing with mentally ill or unstable people.
At the end of the day shes not horrible, just damaged. Im damaged in my own ways and we all are thats why we are here working on our broken attributes.
But I jsut could not cope or deal with imagining my girlfriend who i love being out downtown getting wasted with guys surrounding her, touching her, laughing an joking leaning in all close in the loud and crowded bar. Just the amount of emotional an physical betrayel I cannot accept it. Her going against my wishes last night was the culmination of everything that was wrong in our relationship.
I wouldnt take it back tho, It was an interesting year to say the least and Im stronger for it.
So ive made a few threads on this chick and the finale has come.
Last night st patricks day I was driving across state to my families. She said she had plans to hang with her gfs for a couple drinks/apps, then she was gonna go workout at 10pm then go home and work early the next day. Of course I let it all go and let her do her thing and of course none of what she said happened lol. The next morning I broke up with her (today).
Just told her that was the finale. I cannot accept my woman going out downtown getting fkked up drinking and being out all night and not going home, especially when shes with her sloot friend. So I had a feeling it was gonna go down like this so I packed all my stuff before I left.
Now shes texting/calling trying to work things out. But I can finally say Im free brothers. The relationship had its ups and downs and definitely made me more intelligent when dealing with mentally ill or unstable people.
At the end of the day shes not horrible, just damaged. Im damaged in my own ways and we all are thats why we are here working on our broken attributes.
But I jsut could not cope or deal with imagining my girlfriend who i love being out downtown getting wasted with guys surrounding her, touching her, laughing an joking leaning in all close in the loud and crowded bar. Just the amount of emotional an physical betrayel I cannot accept it. Her going against my wishes last night was the culmination of everything that was wrong in our relationship.
I wouldnt take it back tho, It was an interesting year to say the least and Im stronger for it.
