DAMN..
I just typed some chef type stuff of food for thought! And I lost ot when some dilly chicken came by the desk asking questions.
Ok. Let's try this again.
Stalking. Let's see. I was at one time thought I was being stalked by someone I used know & love. I knew/know she's been breaking into my apartment. But nothing was missing. Just stuff rearranged. I used to get mad and upset. When I started roll ladies into the palace, I could tell she would be upset because I had this Giant possible Tarantula. The chicken and i would leave to go out. I come back to the crib..joker would be all bent up. LOL. Nuts.Then so called friends would call and tell me "how much she was in love with me.." I even called 5-O, but the cops didn't care. two words. No Proof. I even bought a little cheap ass video setup. No go. It didn't work. I was at witts end. Tried finding her. Nope. Other crazy stuff was happening..I did something I had not done in a longtime.
I let it go. That's all I LET IT GO. I DID/DOING NOTHING. She had never taken anything. I don't have proof. The moment I stopped caring things really started looking up. I quit smoking and bought a pair of running shoes. I work with some of the most intelligent people under the Gov't. I've gotten numbers left and right. And at times I've even thrown some away because she wasn't a good fit, FOR ME. The site has helped me gain perspective. I can now share hope instead of seeking it.
But as far as being stalked in hind site. I wasn't. I think I was just being asked by someone to chase them and make them feel wanted. In the end, I never get what I want. Only a fanatic does something over and over while losing site of the main goal. The main goal isn't to star in a Drama, but to produce with a lucky lady out here to create the Story of US. I pump gas in my ride, I don't gas women.
Regret sux. I lived with it for years. Brighter day is finally here and my vision is clear. So let her call and hang up. Have these stooges call on Sat night to ask where I'm going. Fine. She can't stop progress. Truth crushed to earth will rise. Anybody wants some...come and get it.
