well it's more about control. I'm not looking to have a full blown episode. it's just to elevate my game.Shrooms yes. Molly? Meh. Prefer acid, mescaline, dmt, and ayahuasca.
Thats what psychedelics do. Dmt is one of thr most profound, awe-inspiring, transcendental moments a person can undertake. Tyson on jre accurately depicts the experience. There's nothing more ego dissolving than that outside death. Theres nothing more elevating. Its a full reset. Rejection, feminism, female logic, the feminine social primary etc is irrelevant in the grand scheme of things.well it's more about control. I'm not looking to have a full blown episode. it's just to elevate my game.
10-12hrs in a bardo unable to disassociate from a ego death isnt a good time. I've had heroic dose of psilocybin. It's quite a humbling experience.control the dose, remove the ego, see things for what they are without any previous learned habits.
I just find shrooms easier to dose, don't feel like liquifying acid to dose.
No doubt. Most do. Behimo mate, the boys i roll with are WARRIORS. I am a amateur in comparison. Again, its a humbling experience.All the other stuff you mentioned aren't really micro-dosable and I like to remain in full control.
Its a bardo. Its ego death. Its attachments to this life.I had one bad experience where I didn't test a strain prior to going out. I was stuck in the club frozen in fear and anxiety.
There's a lot of attachment. One of the biggest problems is aversion for me. LTRs for example. The more you or I avoid, the more we suffer.I saw girl's faces melting, whithering, aging. Their bodies shriveling, melting, getting thinner then ballooning. I'd close my eyes and I'd see white LED fireworks. I felt like everyone was staring at me, into my soul, like I was exposed. Watching a dancer's ass was like a 3D show. Music was also a weapon. Every note and beat was like a needle jab into my psyche. I kept telling myself it's alright, just breathe and I survived. That was a lesson and a experience.