As I've been growing in my DJ experience, I've noticed a...barrier of sorts which is preventing me from becoming a better DJ. I guess it is due to how I grew up, but I feel like I am not acting as relaxed as I could be. I need tips or advice on how to relax. I am able to walk smoothly and slowly, but my speech is not as slow as I would like and my mannerisms/how I talk/ some of my clothes make me feel like I'm not flowing as smoothly as I could be.Below is a bit more info but I wanted to get the point of this topic out of the way and not drowned by clutter. Any help would be appreciated.
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In highschool I somehow turned into an introvert and now that I'm in my first year at college I still haven't broken out of that shell yet. Most of the time I don't feel like interacting with alot of the kids at my college. It's an art college, and I was a nerd in highschool so I didn't think I'd be having as big of a problem connecting with them but..I do. Sometimes most of them seem too nerdy, and remind me of my highschool days. This has lead me to having very few friends (the relaxed guys that don't always talk about computers and video games). But even when I hang out with them I still don't feel like I totally fit in, I feel like I need to relax more and let loose. I just don't know how. It's crazy but when I'm with one group I don't feel totally in place and when I'm with the other, I still don't totally feel in place.
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In highschool I somehow turned into an introvert and now that I'm in my first year at college I still haven't broken out of that shell yet. Most of the time I don't feel like interacting with alot of the kids at my college. It's an art college, and I was a nerd in highschool so I didn't think I'd be having as big of a problem connecting with them but..I do. Sometimes most of them seem too nerdy, and remind me of my highschool days. This has lead me to having very few friends (the relaxed guys that don't always talk about computers and video games). But even when I hang out with them I still don't feel like I totally fit in, I feel like I need to relax more and let loose. I just don't know how. It's crazy but when I'm with one group I don't feel totally in place and when I'm with the other, I still don't totally feel in place.