FlexpertHamilton
Master Don Juan
I still need to do a blood test for E levels. However, I don't have a single sign of high E, such as gyno/puffy nips, mood swings, etc, Probably still should find out.
The only side effects I still have now is bacne, annoying, but not a big deal. Either way, if it's steroid dose territory I don't care, this just feels right for me.
When did anyone say that androgens make you guaranteed to be an alpha male?Just a sidenote here:
Androgens, especially higher doses, are not guarantee of becoming mentally some kind of alpha-male.
I would really advice against this belief or thinking that ones issues would somehow be magically solved with some test. Fix the issues first, or you might be really paying the piper in the end.
For some, they feel awesome but not for everyone and it's quite difficult to know this before trying out.
Even vanilla Test can make existing anxiety really worse and cause anxious depressive symptoms to those that are prone to them.
I would attribute this to the fact that test seems to increase status seeking behavior and make effort feel good. This is pretty nasty If you were chronically feeling "low status" before, because it just throws you deeper into the hole.
For me back in the day decent dose of test was best thing ever and even tren felt good ( unfortunately not for hair follicles..).
But I also saw my share of really sad cases..
Test has definitely made me more assertive and less give a fvck attitude, but nothing too substantial. I was never expecting it to do that, I mostly took it for libido and motivation problems.