After passing few rejections, and thinking about it deeper.. I came to the realization I have no fvckin idea in this whole field..
the problem with me is that I never experienced anything in this, not a kiss, so lets not even think about getting laid..
i'm the perfect loser when it comes to this..
It all started when I began to close myself from people - friends, girls, anyone..
in middle school, I became closed, was on PC everyday, avoided school, gained lots of weight.
shortly I reached high school, everyone got a girlfriend, boys and girls having fun with each other and hanging out and I have no idea how to talk with anyone or hold a convo (literally anyone, not just girls)
slowly I gained confidence, got some nerd friends, and slowly cooler friends, and up until 12th grade I started to speak with girls, first with stuttering..
now I'm closing to my 20's and I feel like i'm late af, what people have experienced when they were 12-14 year old I'm only starting to experience..
12th grade I started to hit the gym, lost a lot of weight, and girls became interested in my attention.. (and thats it.. I had no idea what did it mean back then with only partially confident) slowly this way I became friendzoned, because I had no ****ing idea.
now i'm soon in my 20's and I didn't experience ****.. I got some confidence, even asked some girls out.. but I always get rejected, and I dont see any attraction from girls.. only as friend.. they like to talk with me and thats it.. girls barely touch me, or tease me.. (or maybe I'm so blind I cant see ****?)
well, if you did read this, you might help me - fine with redirecting to different websites.. I read the dj bible.. with it I got the confidence to ask a girl out.. though losing so much is taking away my hope..
I was 100kg (180cm) and lost 20kg.. still hitting the gym for a few months already.. not fat anymore but not shaped like I would like to..
I wonder if it does matter.. I see, nerds, fatasses and skinny boys with girlfriends.. so I kinda doubt that hitting the gym will do anything..
I'm fine with talking to girls, they laugh and so on.. I'm not a fatass.. but still.. something is missing.. and I'm desperately here asking for your help
teasing? I tried,
the problem with me is that I never experienced anything in this, not a kiss, so lets not even think about getting laid..
i'm the perfect loser when it comes to this..
It all started when I began to close myself from people - friends, girls, anyone..
in middle school, I became closed, was on PC everyday, avoided school, gained lots of weight.
shortly I reached high school, everyone got a girlfriend, boys and girls having fun with each other and hanging out and I have no idea how to talk with anyone or hold a convo (literally anyone, not just girls)
slowly I gained confidence, got some nerd friends, and slowly cooler friends, and up until 12th grade I started to speak with girls, first with stuttering..
now I'm closing to my 20's and I feel like i'm late af, what people have experienced when they were 12-14 year old I'm only starting to experience..
12th grade I started to hit the gym, lost a lot of weight, and girls became interested in my attention.. (and thats it.. I had no idea what did it mean back then with only partially confident) slowly this way I became friendzoned, because I had no ****ing idea.
now i'm soon in my 20's and I didn't experience ****.. I got some confidence, even asked some girls out.. but I always get rejected, and I dont see any attraction from girls.. only as friend.. they like to talk with me and thats it.. girls barely touch me, or tease me.. (or maybe I'm so blind I cant see ****?)
well, if you did read this, you might help me - fine with redirecting to different websites.. I read the dj bible.. with it I got the confidence to ask a girl out.. though losing so much is taking away my hope..
I was 100kg (180cm) and lost 20kg.. still hitting the gym for a few months already.. not fat anymore but not shaped like I would like to..
I wonder if it does matter.. I see, nerds, fatasses and skinny boys with girlfriends.. so I kinda doubt that hitting the gym will do anything..
I'm fine with talking to girls, they laugh and so on.. I'm not a fatass.. but still.. something is missing.. and I'm desperately here asking for your help
teasing? I tried,