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Well, let's stroll away from issues of women and focus on US for our good.
this thread is kind of like my own diary to just spill out my mid, so feel free to comment and if you don't want to, i don't care
So I have been working out intensely for almost every day for a good 1-1.5 month (been working out for +2yrs). when i mean intensely,i mean INTENSELY for 2 hrs. usually guys go to gym and do one set of exercise and rest, then another set. I always do superset, triset, and dropsets to maximize intensity. so you wonder why you don't grow, maybe you're not working out intense. they call it training for reason. also another big thing is diet. i monitor my carbs and fat closely, so now i have six-pack. awesome. so everyday, i am looking at myself in the mirror and think "dam, better and better everyday".
you know, i have recently thought this out, that my passion is working out and training my body. I love my body more than i love women (although i can't deny i love women very much too) b/c my body doesn't lie. as i train harder and harder, i actually LOVE training; yes you can actually love the strenuous activity of working out, some of you know exactly what i mean. everytime you lift those heavyweights, ah the rush and surge of power.
also im training with this really socially awkward guy (full beard, out of shape, talks kinda abnormal, weird looking) and this gives me inspiration to myself by making him workout and change him from within. i believe im slowly changing him in better way.
also i kind of decided that i suck totally with women; we all try to hypnotize ourselves that we are good with girls and we are confident blah blah. well doesn't do much good so i just accepted that i suck and therefore can absorb and learn more about making myself attractive; so i get less anxious dealing with women b/c so what if i fvck up? i suck so i thats why im here learning! never really was the fan of "you shall become what you think" crap. i rather make difference in reality and be better in real life than believing i am in palace while i live in sewer.
oh ya, i don't know when was the last time i masturbated or watched porn. i kind of believe that there's something about porn that erodes man from within. this i quoted from someone in this forum. i feel more energetic and proud that i can actually last without porn or masturbation. i am however not forcing anyone to follow my life style. what you do is what you do.
lastly school. im busting a$$ in nursing school. dam all this medical sh!t is so much idk how med students do it. life is pretty good so far, of course it will be better with some chicks, but well, that's why im learning. those boys that don't train, find someone to train you. God gave those testosterone so you put them to work!
this thread is kind of like my own diary to just spill out my mid, so feel free to comment and if you don't want to, i don't care
So I have been working out intensely for almost every day for a good 1-1.5 month (been working out for +2yrs). when i mean intensely,i mean INTENSELY for 2 hrs. usually guys go to gym and do one set of exercise and rest, then another set. I always do superset, triset, and dropsets to maximize intensity. so you wonder why you don't grow, maybe you're not working out intense. they call it training for reason. also another big thing is diet. i monitor my carbs and fat closely, so now i have six-pack. awesome. so everyday, i am looking at myself in the mirror and think "dam, better and better everyday".
you know, i have recently thought this out, that my passion is working out and training my body. I love my body more than i love women (although i can't deny i love women very much too) b/c my body doesn't lie. as i train harder and harder, i actually LOVE training; yes you can actually love the strenuous activity of working out, some of you know exactly what i mean. everytime you lift those heavyweights, ah the rush and surge of power.
also im training with this really socially awkward guy (full beard, out of shape, talks kinda abnormal, weird looking) and this gives me inspiration to myself by making him workout and change him from within. i believe im slowly changing him in better way.
also i kind of decided that i suck totally with women; we all try to hypnotize ourselves that we are good with girls and we are confident blah blah. well doesn't do much good so i just accepted that i suck and therefore can absorb and learn more about making myself attractive; so i get less anxious dealing with women b/c so what if i fvck up? i suck so i thats why im here learning! never really was the fan of "you shall become what you think" crap. i rather make difference in reality and be better in real life than believing i am in palace while i live in sewer.
oh ya, i don't know when was the last time i masturbated or watched porn. i kind of believe that there's something about porn that erodes man from within. this i quoted from someone in this forum. i feel more energetic and proud that i can actually last without porn or masturbation. i am however not forcing anyone to follow my life style. what you do is what you do.
lastly school. im busting a$$ in nursing school. dam all this medical sh!t is so much idk how med students do it. life is pretty good so far, of course it will be better with some chicks, but well, that's why im learning. those boys that don't train, find someone to train you. God gave those testosterone so you put them to work!
