So I'm laying in a hotel room with my first black girl

[Murk]

Hey, not sure if I posted here but my well to do manager was a functioning crackhead, he has a nice house, cars, wife, daughter.

Crack can touch anyone.

Soflo - sort it out, stop this ****. We don't condone that behavior here so keep it to yourself! Seek help.

 

[Soflobro#3]

Only going by what's listed in your profile bro. Being a crackhead at 30 is even worse. Work on getting yourself clean and on the right path in life.

I'm really just an alcoholic I guess. I normally avoid hard drugs.

 

[Soflobro#3]

What did this guy have anything to do with this? You are shooting fish in a barrel here. There is no bragging rights.

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Just part of the story. Just saying i pulled while homeless and smoking crack with some guy that just got out of prison and litterally has a sh1t, bag on his stomach.

Very strange night it was. She kept trying to **** test me and there ia something not right with her. I can't quite put jj finger on it. I'm trying to stay in the room she rents. She says she doesn't like to stay there because its with a newlywed couple that fights a lot and they put her in the middle of it.

I thought she was homeless too being out at 3:30am. I have no idea what's up witg this chick but she keeps wanting to be near me.

 

[R.U.G.]

I'm really just an alcoholic I guess. I normally avoid hard drugs.

Bro, get help for both. At 30, you shouldn't be putting yourself through this. It will not end well if you do not seek help. A good friend of my got hooked on hard drugs. He offed himself while talking to me on the phone. He thought Russian Roulette with a loaded gun would be fun for himself. He was wrong. Don't be that guy. You're better than that.

 

[Soflobro#3]

Bro, get help for both. At 30, you shouldn't be putting yourself through this. It will not end well if you do not seek help. A good friend of my got hooked on hard drugs. He offed himself while talking to me on the phone. He thought Russian Roulette with a loaded gun would be fun for himself. He was wrong. Don't be that guy. You're better than that.

Once you fall behind the ball its hard to catch up again. I always live hard. My jobs are always hard. I drink hard. I'm not sure what to do sometimes. I know a place i can go though in Florida. I'm an alcoholic. I just hate asking for help. I hate to admit i need it.

 

[mrgoodstuff]

You actually buy that a 30 year old white guy smokes crack?

Wow stereotypes. I bet some do.

Once you fall behind the ball its hard to catch up again. I always live hard. My jobs are always hard. I drink hard. I'm not sure what to do sometimes. I know a place i can go though in Florida. I'm an alcoholic. I just hate asking for help. I hate to admit i need it.

Replace the destructive hobbies with constructive ones. You probably have heaps of passion and intensity.

Kill the drugs and alcohol and replace with a fitness regiment and a martial art. These will give huge dopamine hits and you won't be killing yourself.

The alcohol and drugs are part of a negative downward spiral.

I replaced my alcohol like this and I don't feel like I'm missing shyt from life.i
Just hold yourself accountable and man up
Your also allowed to be a master of game and pound hoez... Have fun.

 

[R.U.G.]

Once you fall behind the ball its hard to catch up again. I always live hard. My jobs are always hard. I drink hard. I'm not sure what to do sometimes. I know a place i can go though in Florida. I'm an alcoholic. I just hate asking for help. I hate to admit i need it.

The first step is usually the hardest. Sometimes, we cannot do everything on our own. No shame in asking for help to break an addiction. There's also AA (http://www.aa.org/) and NA (http://www.na.org/) to consider as well.

 

[Soflobro#3]

This girl keeps following me now. And constantly sh1t testing me. Wtf. Ive been nice. I shared what little I've had. Cigs. Food. And now I'm broke and she still follows me.

 

[Soflobro#3]

I'm very tired

 

[Dingo]

Stop feeding it... Seriously.

 

[Soflobro#3]

Stop feeding it... Seriously.

Feeding what?

 

[Soflobro#3]

Stop feeding it... Seriously.

You really think I'm lying? Dude. Cmon

 

[Soflobro#3]

Maybe for some of you this is hard to believe. But look. Why would i lie. Ask a few of the men here. Ask ranger mike if he thinks I'm lying.

 

[R.U.G.]

@Soflobro#3 work on yourself and get some help. You'll be and feel like a better man afterwards. You can do it. No excuses.

 

[Soflobro#3]

Perfecto mundo frens. It's going to be ok.

 

[taiyuu_otoko]

Whereas people with more money would usually do something more like coke

 

[Soflobro#3]

Sunbtch

 

[sazc]

You actually buy that a 30 year old white guy smokes crack?

yes, based on his other posts, he partakes in substances

 

[sazc]

It sounds like a joke post to me

And crack is supposed to be a cheap low quality drug that circulates within urban ghettos... Poor white people as far as I know usually live in rural ghettos(like a trailer park), not urban ones. Whereas people with more money would usually do something more like coke

But i dunno. That's just my 2 cents.

Not accusing, etc, but this is all a bit of a stereotype. In my experience all races, shades and wealth classes partake in any kind of drug.

 

[Soflobro#3]

Not accusing, etc, but this is all a bit of a stereotype. In my experience all races, shades and wealth classes partake in any kind of drug.

Crack just hits faster then powder. Good crack is good crack and will make your ears ring. All it is, is basically freebase but it was originally called "ready rock".

Its just cociane with baking soda. Its more pure than powder often times.