loving
Senior Don Juan
Sorry, this isnt a kinky field report, though I hope after this post one will come very soon.
I'm going to keep it short and to the point, here are some things I've noticed and would like help with. Especiallly the last one.
-When I see a beautiful girl, I instantly start imaging us in future situations together (i.e. her meeting my parents, what I'd say to her and what she'd say back)
-If I have interacted or not with a beautiful girl I see, I will replay the time we spent in the same area in my mind over and over with different perspectives (i.e. I did this wrong/should have done this, or i did this right, then after playing the right thing in my mind over and over it turns to a bad thing)
-I'm a tool, and don't know why. I don't talk to enough girls to know if I'm actually being tooled, but I say this because all the time I'm guaging (in my head) what I want to do/will do/have done with a girl's potential interpretation of that action.
-I've already gone up to and failed with the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I don't know how or why I went up to her, the feelings were just too powerful. Anyway, I wasn't able to get any sort of relationship with her, but I did get her # and email. Despite this, I am still afraid of talking to new women. HOW?! Afraid of what?! I don't understand, this is a logical conundrum. If there is anything in this post I want help with, it is this. It does not make sense.
Thank you
I'm going to keep it short and to the point, here are some things I've noticed and would like help with. Especiallly the last one.
-When I see a beautiful girl, I instantly start imaging us in future situations together (i.e. her meeting my parents, what I'd say to her and what she'd say back)
-If I have interacted or not with a beautiful girl I see, I will replay the time we spent in the same area in my mind over and over with different perspectives (i.e. I did this wrong/should have done this, or i did this right, then after playing the right thing in my mind over and over it turns to a bad thing)
-I'm a tool, and don't know why. I don't talk to enough girls to know if I'm actually being tooled, but I say this because all the time I'm guaging (in my head) what I want to do/will do/have done with a girl's potential interpretation of that action.
-I've already gone up to and failed with the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I don't know how or why I went up to her, the feelings were just too powerful. Anyway, I wasn't able to get any sort of relationship with her, but I did get her # and email. Despite this, I am still afraid of talking to new women. HOW?! Afraid of what?! I don't understand, this is a logical conundrum. If there is anything in this post I want help with, it is this. It does not make sense.
Thank you
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