Seeking misery

[Thomson]

What is this? Today I am literally seeking for misery. I feel alive whenever there is misery. An overwhelming power arising. Man, when there is misery I feel like doing a lot of stuff that will make me happy. Now? There is neither happiness nor sadness; just a emptiness. Not a kind of sadness but the kind of inaction. Life is boring. I need some excitement in life.

Physiologist say people die very fast after they stop their professional jobs.

I am bored of women, at least for now. I don't feel like doing any approaches, hitting any club, getting into relationships. Those things can stay aside for a whole now.

 

[cervantesscthree]

Mate you need to kick the **** back and find something worth living for, you sound suicidal. Embark on something that takes more than all of yr time, try becoming a great cook, volunteer for stuff that's always caught yr eye (save the foxes maybe? Just an example) or something you always wanted to do when you were younger.

Seriously, find something you want to do besides women and do it . . . Do it till the day you die. "They gon' love you for yr ambition!"

 

[Thomson]

Mate you need to kick the **** back and find something worth living for, you sound suicidal. Embark on something that takes more than all of yr time, try becoming a great cook, volunteer for stuff that's always caught yr eye (save the foxes maybe? Just an example) or something you always wanted to do when you were younger.

Seriously, find something you want to do besides women and do it . . . Do it till the day you die. "They gon' love you for yr ambition!"

Yeah man. I know deep down I am looking for these encourages. It is true that I must do it myself but at this time I can't find a single ambition in my life that is
Why I am here man. If I could have pushed myself I would not be here.

Sometimes you need others to knock you out of your sleep. If you are asleep.. I don't think it is very easy to wake up by yourself.. You need someone to hit you with a hammer from the outside..

 

[cervantesscthree]

Hey there's something you can do (assuming yr not severely disabled) you gotta think.

If you can't think of anything now, then spend yr time reading - non fiction - LOTS of it, to get yr mind off misery. You'll find something that will broaden yr mind. Trust me. That's the beauties of library