Ruminating

[Giantsfan88]

Been getting on with my life. Putting myself out there, improving myself. Doing my best to move on. Right now my last flake is on my mind. At this moment, a girl who flaked a few weeks ago is racing through my brain. I just keep thinking about how sh1tty my inner game was at the time and how that fvcked the whole thing up. Had I met her now, I'm much stronger. But right now, I'm weak to the regret of fvcking up with her. I realized the other day that the day she flaked, I could have handled it much different and still have seen her. She texted the day of that she felt weird coming to my house because she claimed she met my brother where she works (where I met her), and I perceived it/was expecting a flake so I texted "didn't think you were coming. Already made plans." (hopefully she didn't read it with what I was thinking and think I was expecting her to flake). I could have saved it right there. But I ended it worse, I texted exactly this: "I talked to my bro, he dunno you, and he wouldn't lie lol. Don't worry about getting involved (she said something about it being hard for her to get involved because my bro is a customer where she works and frequents the store more often). Let me know when you wanna get together." It's been three weeks since that text that she ignored and almost two months since I've seen her. Have I fvcked it up that much that i made it impossible for her to ever surprise me? What should I do?

 

[Giantsfan88]

Like what if she thinks I was playing games? Wasn't into her? That thought is making me fvcking sick because of how opposite it is of how I feel.

 

[salinechow]

Youre having a weak moment. This happens in between growth spurts.

Her name is regret. She, like all women will prey on you when you are weak. She will lure you in to self doubt. She is jelous when she sees you are moving on. She will claw at you as she sences you no longer need her.

Continue moving forward. Do the program we set out for you. Even when you hate it. Actually, when you are having these moments, do something from the program even harder or better. You will begin to train yourself to automatically take weakness and pour into self improvment exercises.

Stop thinking about the past. All these questions will be answered for you when we send you back to go get her. If, that is even still something you want when the time comes.

Please list in detail what you are doing from the program we laid out for you.
List strong spots and weak spots. Tell us how you feel about what is working and is not. Be as detailed as possiable. It will help others around here.

 

[Yewki]

Just get to the point. Text her, "My bro and I were wondering if you're down for double penetration?"

No seriously, text her that. MAybe it'll help you let go and move on. You can't win them all.

 

[Heisenburger]

Always remember than someone somewhere is sick of her shlt.

Even the precious girl that flaked on you.

Go and meet new ones.

 

[Giantsfan88]

Actually I flaked. She just said something and I assumed it a flake so I flaked on her first. i handled it poorly and left it off awkwardly cause of the same sh1tty inner game that made me make all of my pathetic posts in the first place. That's frustrating. But YEAH, like the most famous two words on this board, IM MOVIN ON ))))) but trust me guys, I GET IT. I really am out there looking for girls. I just use this site as like my journal which I should probably be banned for but i think I'm just gonna quit while I'm ahead and stick with salinechow's plan which I have been implementing by the way...

 

[Giantsfan88]

Just get to the point. Text her, "My bro and I were wondering if you're down for double penetration?"

No seriously, text her that. MAybe it'll help you let go and move on. You can't win them all.

No, I'm not losing this one