Over the past 9 months or so, I have really gotten into cigarettes and pot. I stopped pot and eased up on ciggs for 2 months for swiming, but I'm back on and been smoking about bud almost every day and a pack a day for the past 7 months.
But I have such easy access to it (friend deals), that it's just too tempting.
But not anymore. I finally feel the need to let go of all this crap. It's been slowly and slowly bringing me to the bottom of the barrel mentally and physically.
I never have any energy anymore and when I tried swimming again, I felt tired after a few laps, whch was extremely unusual for me. My short term memory has gone to hell, I can barely remember what happened 2 days ago. It sometimes actually feels weird being sober sometimes and I'm always thinking about toking up again. Whoever said pot wasn't addictive, lied. Mentally, it can be VERY addictive.
Cigarettes are a whole different story. I've tried quitting before, and failed. But I didnt go through with it. This time I will.
I'm actually burning out at the moment from an earlier session. But today I realized that finally I need to get my life on check because this **** is bringing me down.
From now on:
-No pot at all, not even on a rare occasion
-No cigarettes AT ALL. Even if I'm going insane, I'm going to pull through.
-Swim workout 5 times a week. Gym 3 times a week. Gotta get my ass back in shape.
The point of this is to get myself back to being sober again and taking better care of my health.
I will update this thread daily with my struggle for quitting cigarettes and pot.
But I have such easy access to it (friend deals), that it's just too tempting.
But not anymore. I finally feel the need to let go of all this crap. It's been slowly and slowly bringing me to the bottom of the barrel mentally and physically.
I never have any energy anymore and when I tried swimming again, I felt tired after a few laps, whch was extremely unusual for me. My short term memory has gone to hell, I can barely remember what happened 2 days ago. It sometimes actually feels weird being sober sometimes and I'm always thinking about toking up again. Whoever said pot wasn't addictive, lied. Mentally, it can be VERY addictive.
Cigarettes are a whole different story. I've tried quitting before, and failed. But I didnt go through with it. This time I will.
I'm actually burning out at the moment from an earlier session. But today I realized that finally I need to get my life on check because this **** is bringing me down.
From now on:
-No pot at all, not even on a rare occasion
-No cigarettes AT ALL. Even if I'm going insane, I'm going to pull through.
-Swim workout 5 times a week. Gym 3 times a week. Gotta get my ass back in shape.
The point of this is to get myself back to being sober again and taking better care of my health.
I will update this thread daily with my struggle for quitting cigarettes and pot.