Gaucho said:
Ah, I'm very sorry to hear Mike.
This is a horrible condition, I've seen a friend suffer with it and I too was suspected of having it after some extremelly odd symptoms over the past couple years. But my MRI came up all clear and was let go by the neurologist.
22 is a very young age to be diagnised with MS Mike! And you say you can see your quality of life fading with every passing wk? It's not generally that aggressive is it? I thought the vast majority had periods of relapsing-remitting?
I am actually going to do some volunteer work for the MS society of Australia (I am in Sydney). It is a disease I really believe in helping.
Good for you that you were cleared, I wouldn't wish this sh1t on even my most hated enemy.
The problem with MS is that it is so unpredictable. Some people are Relapsing-Remitting for 20 odd years or so (I think about 50% of MS sufferers begin as RR), then some people have their first attack, and the disease rapidly progresses (Secondary/Primary Progressive). Looking back, I've probably had it since I was about 18-19. Seemingly out of nowhere, I was always fatigued, my mental ability was slowing down: trouble concentrating (known as "brain fog"), trouble thinking of words to say & spelling them, solving simple mathematical problems. Not to sound arrogant, but before any of those symptoms I was very very sharp, massive vocabulary, always full of energy, intelligent, and had a ridiculous amount of potential. I also started having trouble talking to women and people in general, whereas before I could start a conversation and talk to anyone.
For those couple of years I didn't know wtf was happening, I put it down to being tired as I was working 6 days a week in a physically demanding job from 7am till 5pm, training 6 days a week, and going out on weekends. Then in August last year I had my first attack where everything from my waist down went numb, couldn't walk, could barely move & control my legs and I was in extreme pain. Luckily I am at least able to walk now, but I can't go back to work or train or do anything I was able to do 6 months ago. With things going the way they are, the 11th of May can't be here any sooner. Just to list some of my symptoms: Random blurry vision, random pain/numbness/tingling throughout my whole body, the cognitive fog is always with me (brain fog), fatigue kills me: if I go for a 20 minute walk, I have to sleep for 2 hours to recover from it, constant migraines (how happy would you be if you woke up nearly every morning with a migraine?). I'm not after pity, I just want people to become aware.
backbreaker said:
Best of luck man.. stay strong.
Thanks backbreaker, I hope I get through this.