Have you ever had a 3 month a 6 month or even a 12+ month drought? Maybe it's not your fault at all, but the women you normally fvck with black balled you? Cause at some point of sexlessness, your drive and masculinity starts getting beat back.
My longest drought was 8 or 9 months. I wanted to do alot of reflecting, self-improvement and see what celibacy was all about. The goal was 12 full months of no sex, but spring rolled around and well, we all know what that's all about, so I caved. I don't think I've ever been black balled before. I'm pretty discreet outside of close circles and even then. I've always seemed to gravitate or end up hanging with rowdier individuals, so there's really no room for suppression of masculinity. A guy would catch quite a bit of h3ll and everybody's doing the same thing pretty well. Chasing pvssy. If she's not ****ing, because of something stupid, she's kicking rocks. Personally, if a guy feels he needs to lower his standards a little to get the ball rolling, I don't see a problem with it. I feel you have to be practicing your craft to get good at it. You don't have to be fvcking them to reap the benefits. Opening chicks a notch or two below your pay grade at the bar can prime you for opening the women you really want and see walking around bar. In everybody else's eyes you are just seen as an outgoing guy who is cool with and knows everyone. Use the opportunities with lower level women to start calibrating and you can also experiment, push boundaries and afforded a bit more leeway, because you simply could not give a chit if you blow one or a few out. You don't want to fvck them anyways. Reminds me of my first date after my last layoff. Long story short, we were making out, when she mentions being on her period, so I try talking her into a BJ, what basically amounted to begging reflecting back on it at the time. She just kept playing with my d!ck talking about she won't be getting anything in return. Not going to lie, it was frustrating and I could have packed up and stomped home, then it clicked and the fangs came out and it wasn't until semi-roughly grabbed her by the hair of the head, told her she was going to svck the d!ck and pushed her down on it, that I got my BJ. It sounds dangerous, but if she were to show any resistance after that, then I'm not trying to catch a charge like that, but we had talked about porn, fantasies and chit, so I knew it was likely a good move, but still risky. She was one of those chicks. Not a complete scallywag, below what I normally fvck with, didn't care if I blew it out, nevertheless reminded me of what I'm about and how I operate.
