Nothings fun anymore

[AnkleBreaker]

Im the kinda person that likes to be better at things than everyone else like 90% better then everyone, and could care less about the other 10% since it takes to much effort to get ther i stop trying.

So i get props all the time saying hey man your a baller you can get any girl you want like this one guy thinks this girl is a 10 i think shes an 8 hes like so are you gonna hook up with her, since she's always around me.

Im like nahh i dont want to and he says im stupid this guy has so many pimples on his face i think he has oneits for her and is jelous cuz she likes me and doesnt even know he exist.

Anyway i think im gettin lazy i was with 2 chicks in december sum how they pissed me off and we stoped talking. So i figure id hook up with this other chick got her number like 3 weeks ago and havent called her dont know why.

I feel like im better than everyone but at the same time i always feel like im alone im not mean to people or anything im kinda just bored with life nothing is a challenge anymore.

Thnx to anyone who took the time to read this i dont know if it makes any sense all this has been in my head for awhile.

 

[Microphone Fiend]

so u do things to impress guys like get good at ball, but you don't care about women...Me thinks you like the c0ck?

 

[AnkleBreaker]

Hah i felt that one coming, Nah i dont think im gay i dont get any sexual urges when i see guys or anything.

But thers nothin like playing basketball with a bunch a sweaty guys (joking)

 

[InsidiousNstinct]

I think you need to take a step back...

You say nothings fun anymore....

Look at what you said...

Im the kinda person that likes to be better at things than everyone else like 90% better then everyone

You're making your life a job. You think it's your job to be better than everyone else. Stop trying to be better than everyone. No wonder you don't have fun anymore you've sucked all the fun out of your life. Instead of saying..."hey I think I want to go play bball today because I LOVE it and its FUN." Your saying..."Hmm I gotta work on my jump shot or my dribbling so I can break this guys ankles."

Don't get me wrong there's nothing wrong with wanting to improve. It's good that you want to but you got to have a mix of fun and work.

Try this...if you have any siblings or young cousins or something (I'm talking 6-9 years old) go find a small goal or something somewhere and play ball with them and have FUN. Get your mind off of having to be the best.

Just my two cents...


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