Bear with me guys. She turned me down before break and that was the last chick in a string of late that made me reassess myself. I realised I may have all the confidence in the world but elsewhere, I was lacking. So over the holidays, I've really hit the gym, bulked up, increased my drive in things and have really taken a good step forward. The skin is now clearing up nicely. Add a fashion overhaul and I'm starting to turn eyes around woman that I never thought of.
Yet I've emptied all my plates as a starting new leaf. More so because I am so busy now that I don't have the time nor have I had any opportunities to go out and meet new people. I don't mind, I've got some goals I want to set before years end.
Now comes the hard part is that this girl from above I've still kept in touch with. Yep, she's the one that I got cosy with at a party etc. I think she has noticed the change in me because her behaviour to me has definately changed since we got back. This includes:
-Curling up to me when I put my arm around her and telling me to keep her warm
-In a group setting, we'll ignore everyone else and be carrying on our own thing
-First day back, she went all doe eyed on me and that made me very uncomfortable
Yeah fair enough, any self respecting DJ would probably next and find an easy lay. Others will point out my oneitis that has developed. Yet I just cannot stop myself and I don't know why. Isn't another DJ saying is to be confident enough to go for what you want? From what I know of her, she is possibly one of those quality girls so maybe thats why I'm willing to take a punt. Of current her situation has also changed and from her friends (who are gunning for me), her love life is non-existent besides me. We are also going together to a Ball soon (with the larger group of friends of course).
So my question to all you DJ's who I say thanks for reading this rant I guess I just needed to get out, What should I be doing? Am I wrong to allow this oneitis to develop? Should I be being more aggressive? I'm hesitant to ask her out again as obviously I was turned down a few times but I've bounced back each time funny and ****y. I guess I've done nothing because I feel the Ball night coming up will be the defining moment in this case between her and me. She has been talking to me about it too and how she is looking forward to it and for me to have to wait to see what she will be wearing that night.
Yet I've emptied all my plates as a starting new leaf. More so because I am so busy now that I don't have the time nor have I had any opportunities to go out and meet new people. I don't mind, I've got some goals I want to set before years end.
Now comes the hard part is that this girl from above I've still kept in touch with. Yep, she's the one that I got cosy with at a party etc. I think she has noticed the change in me because her behaviour to me has definately changed since we got back. This includes:
-Curling up to me when I put my arm around her and telling me to keep her warm
-In a group setting, we'll ignore everyone else and be carrying on our own thing
-First day back, she went all doe eyed on me and that made me very uncomfortable
Yeah fair enough, any self respecting DJ would probably next and find an easy lay. Others will point out my oneitis that has developed. Yet I just cannot stop myself and I don't know why. Isn't another DJ saying is to be confident enough to go for what you want? From what I know of her, she is possibly one of those quality girls so maybe thats why I'm willing to take a punt. Of current her situation has also changed and from her friends (who are gunning for me), her love life is non-existent besides me. We are also going together to a Ball soon (with the larger group of friends of course).
So my question to all you DJ's who I say thanks for reading this rant I guess I just needed to get out, What should I be doing? Am I wrong to allow this oneitis to develop? Should I be being more aggressive? I'm hesitant to ask her out again as obviously I was turned down a few times but I've bounced back each time funny and ****y. I guess I've done nothing because I feel the Ball night coming up will be the defining moment in this case between her and me. She has been talking to me about it too and how she is looking forward to it and for me to have to wait to see what she will be wearing that night.
