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Master Don Juan
The university I attend is a religious university, and right now we are having a week of prayer sort of deal with an assembly at the local church beginning about 10:30.
I was sitting down in one of the pews in front, and I noticed that she was sitting in the front center row. I looked at her, and she gave me a smile and a nod like she wanted me to move over to the front pew to where she was sitting. It also looked like she said something, but I couldn’t tell.
I didn’t move; because the seat was reserved for those were going to speak up front and I would be seen by a 1000 people walking accost the front row in front of the speaker to sit next to her. My instincts told me this wasn’t good, so I didn’t move over to her. About this time a group of students stood up to lead a praise song so I sang along with them.
It turns out that she was speaking up front and it was her turn to lead the greeting that morning.
Her: Hey, in case anyone doesn’t know my name is Margaret, why don’t we all stand up and greet someone close to you.
Well, I was greeting the guy behind me and she walks right up to me and sits down beside me.
Me: Hello Margaret
Her: Did you hear what I said?
Me: I had no clue what you said..
Her: Are you serious? Was I mumbling?
Me: Your lips were moving, but I heard nothing.
Me: Well, I guess if you mean up front, then yes.
I didn’t quite understand what she meant by that at first, but then I realized she was referring to what she said up front. I was just sitting there and not really moving and greeting people.
Then there was another short song and a guy came up and started talking about some student missionaries that were out in the field, and called for each one of us to find someone to pray with. She was sitting besides me, so we prayed together.
Her: So, do you have any special request for prayer, would you like me to pray for you about anything like a need or something?
Me: Yes, we all have needs.
Her: Private needs?
Me: yes
Her: I have those too
Her: Should you pray first or should I pray?
Me: I’ll pray
So, I gave this short general prayer, and then she prays and mentions my name specifically and asks for God’s guidance in all matters.
The speaker was introduced and she took out this ball of yearn and starts knitting while sitting next to me. She then scoots up really close to me and kept rubbing up against me and bumping me with her arm occasionally.
Then the speaker that was there starts to speak and noted that we needed these fill-in-the-blank sheets that go along with points in his sermon. She took one of them out and noticed I didn’t have one, so she handed me hers and then gave me a bible and a pen.
So, she keeps knitting and bumps into me with arm the entire time, and finally the sermon was ended, and everyone was about to leave.
Her: I bet you are wondering what I am doing with this yearn and string?
Me: I was sort of wondering, yes.
Her: it’s for a class I have a 1:30
Me: *nods head*
Her: what is today anyways, Wednesday?
Me: yeah *nods head*
Her: Wait, what was I thinking?
Me: *Starts to leave*
Her: I’ll see you at work!
Me: Yeah, I’ll see you…
And then I just sort of left… I better not allow myself to get oneitus for her, and I started to feel oneitus a little bit before I left and it affected my motivation towards the end. Not good at all.
I am becoming convinced now that whatever amount of DJ skills I see a major improvement in her attitude towards me. She use to test me with all sort of non-sense talk and actions, but she is nothing less than nice and sweet to me anymore.
I have no real clue if I flubbed up with her afterwards. In fact, I feel a little awkward whenever a girl comes up and sits next to me.
Now, I personally would not have a problem expressing myself sexually except that her mind is set against any sort of premarital affection, and she doesn’t believe in dating.
She does appear to like me a lot, though. The yearn bit I would definatelly consider kino considering she didn’t have to knit so close to me that she was almost sitting in my lap.
I don’t see anything wrong with having fun with her, although I know I’m probably not going to get any real action out of her. I guess it just goes to show whether this is something I really want to deal with in the end.
This is the sad downfall of going to a religious school, but like I said it’s a matter of preference.
I was sitting down in one of the pews in front, and I noticed that she was sitting in the front center row. I looked at her, and she gave me a smile and a nod like she wanted me to move over to the front pew to where she was sitting. It also looked like she said something, but I couldn’t tell.
I didn’t move; because the seat was reserved for those were going to speak up front and I would be seen by a 1000 people walking accost the front row in front of the speaker to sit next to her. My instincts told me this wasn’t good, so I didn’t move over to her. About this time a group of students stood up to lead a praise song so I sang along with them.
It turns out that she was speaking up front and it was her turn to lead the greeting that morning.
Her: Hey, in case anyone doesn’t know my name is Margaret, why don’t we all stand up and greet someone close to you.
Well, I was greeting the guy behind me and she walks right up to me and sits down beside me.
Me: Hello Margaret
Her: Did you hear what I said?
Me: I had no clue what you said..
Her: Are you serious? Was I mumbling?
Me: Your lips were moving, but I heard nothing.
Me: Well, I guess if you mean up front, then yes.
I didn’t quite understand what she meant by that at first, but then I realized she was referring to what she said up front. I was just sitting there and not really moving and greeting people.
Then there was another short song and a guy came up and started talking about some student missionaries that were out in the field, and called for each one of us to find someone to pray with. She was sitting besides me, so we prayed together.
Her: So, do you have any special request for prayer, would you like me to pray for you about anything like a need or something?
Me: Yes, we all have needs.
Her: Private needs?
Me: yes
Her: I have those too
Her: Should you pray first or should I pray?
Me: I’ll pray
So, I gave this short general prayer, and then she prays and mentions my name specifically and asks for God’s guidance in all matters.
The speaker was introduced and she took out this ball of yearn and starts knitting while sitting next to me. She then scoots up really close to me and kept rubbing up against me and bumping me with her arm occasionally.
Then the speaker that was there starts to speak and noted that we needed these fill-in-the-blank sheets that go along with points in his sermon. She took one of them out and noticed I didn’t have one, so she handed me hers and then gave me a bible and a pen.
So, she keeps knitting and bumps into me with arm the entire time, and finally the sermon was ended, and everyone was about to leave.
Her: I bet you are wondering what I am doing with this yearn and string?
Me: I was sort of wondering, yes.
Her: it’s for a class I have a 1:30
Me: *nods head*
Her: what is today anyways, Wednesday?
Me: yeah *nods head*
Her: Wait, what was I thinking?
Me: *Starts to leave*
Her: I’ll see you at work!
Me: Yeah, I’ll see you…
And then I just sort of left… I better not allow myself to get oneitus for her, and I started to feel oneitus a little bit before I left and it affected my motivation towards the end. Not good at all.
I am becoming convinced now that whatever amount of DJ skills I see a major improvement in her attitude towards me. She use to test me with all sort of non-sense talk and actions, but she is nothing less than nice and sweet to me anymore.
I have no real clue if I flubbed up with her afterwards. In fact, I feel a little awkward whenever a girl comes up and sits next to me.
Now, I personally would not have a problem expressing myself sexually except that her mind is set against any sort of premarital affection, and she doesn’t believe in dating.
She does appear to like me a lot, though. The yearn bit I would definatelly consider kino considering she didn’t have to knit so close to me that she was almost sitting in my lap.
I don’t see anything wrong with having fun with her, although I know I’m probably not going to get any real action out of her. I guess it just goes to show whether this is something I really want to deal with in the end.
This is the sad downfall of going to a religious school, but like I said it’s a matter of preference.
