My journal

[JSH]

I was on a foreign school this weekend and i picked up one of the girls with us, even better, she was trying to seduce me, once i had kissed her (must have been a wicked first kiss). Anyway my staff kept kicking me out of her room, im dissappointed i didnt try harder to get her to come out with us.

Do what you think of originally and i should not have lied to them (said id be down if the staff didnt come back, they didnt, i didnt go down).

 

[Teen Spirit]

BUMP. Keep updating, I like this.

 

[JSH]

Originally posted by Teen Spirit
BUMP. Keep updating, I like this.

Thank you for this vote of faith. I relapsed into a very negative stage and state but am still trying to improve. My work is getting ever so slightly more punctual and improving, albeit my diet is shot to sh1t but still.

I think i need to cut down on the booze a little, purely as otherwise i will be exhausted.

Ill update this soon, when im not doing work.

 

[JSH]

No excuses

i have lots of excuses, however, i should keep this up. Everything in my life is steadily improving, even my grades.

On saturday i went to a party and had a choice of four girls, was offered four places to crash and two girls wanted me to come stay with them. I did not, and am still a virgin as i had promised my rents that i would come home and did, albeit an hour later than i said i did.

However, my ego was given a huge boost as the girl i got both said that i am an amazing kisser and that i am better than my exs (who i dumped) new bf (shes my exs best friend). In addition, she refused to let me go and even came out after me when i went to break up a fight and then told me not to get involved as she did not want my face messed up. And to top it off, i have it on several reliable sources that she is not a slut.

I love this effect that i am having on women. One of the guys i was breaking the fight up from saw her coming out and was like, i would love to bone her, he smiled at her. She walked towards us, he put out his arms and she slid straight up to me, started rubbing up against me and kissing me. He looked so gobsmacked.

It was wicked

keep jamming boys
i have my 18th this week, ill keep u posted

 

[JSH]

Stone Walls

What started out as a very promising day ended in ignonomy, i crashed twice as well as not making any approaches in two days in hall filled with girls. I know, i know (and more boys, but still).

Note to self: punching stone walls is never a good idea, especially if you are right handed and do it with your right.

Think puffy and swollen knucles as well as a sore base and random spasms of pain.

 

[JSH]

Hand still hurts a little, i had a very fun night on saturday, on my birthday and picked up the girl i wanted to as well as sending another off in tears. In addition, i picked up another girls number. Hmm, which way to turn, so many girls, so little time

 

[JSH]

Tough decisions

there are four girls at the moment who have huge IL in me and several others with moderately high.

I just wish my life was not so busy, i need more time and i need more clarity to decide which to go for.

It seems to be that the longer i know girls for, the more they fall in love with me. Although there is another flip side, girls that i have known under a month, lust after me, probably due to the lack of my presence.

For example, a girl that i have only met twice spent all last week telling me how much she missed me while i was on holiday and couldnt wait for me to come back. Another girl who i have only met once (but is best m8s with my ex gf), spent a whole day bumming around in london, waiting for me because i had said i might be free. However, i was busy.

This is cool, but leaves me with moral problems as i want to go as far as possible with as many as possible of them and hurting as few as possible.

Decisions, decisions, decisions

In lighter news, iv started another fitness regime, no fizzy drinks or chocolate unless it is a special occasion.

Also, new abdominal muscle stretches once every two days and im planning on running at least every two days this holiday.

Keep macking

 

[Cloud-uk]

Sounds like you have it going pretty damn well man, good ****! Congrats on all your success.

 

[JSH]

hey, i have a question.

I had my latest conquest sitting with only her panties on on my ****ing lap and had her moaning real good. Stuck my hand down inside and she was sopping wet. I finger ****ed her well and she got several orgasms (i think), shes not very vocally expressive, but the moans did change. So she got off first, which normally makes them more attentive to me.

But

Then she just cuddled, i ended up with a severe case of blue balls. Could i have satiated her so much that she didnt want to **** after having been so horny all evening.

Im confused, if anyone can elucidate on this affair, can i please be enlightened

 

[JSH]

You are just like all the other boys

I think im scared of ****ing her because she will think im fat. In addition, im the first non smoker shes ever dated, which i find weird but hey. My m8 says she is the sexiest girl hes ever seen, so thats another person on my side.

Anyway shes some sexy lil minx and keeps stradling me whenever we are alone and ending up practically naked.

She said i was just like all the other boys when she said how she was always dumped, i teased her and said id get rid of her soon as well. Then pretended to sulk and made some nice comments about her and how shes just irresistable.

But later when i asked again she said, almost sadly, no you are not like all the other boys in one way. Probably because i was not trying to rip her clothes off. Albeit, she had a magical way of making them come off.

 

[JSH]

Alright, im gonna **** her, when i see her this afternoon.