this is me
First the description of my ex. She is cute about 5'o and is asian. Very intellegent and responsible. Extremely modest tho. Always respectful and seem like a good person. I was like she is a good person so ima try and be good to her.
We decided to take a little break (from what I dunno), but right before work my EX calls me and tells me that while we were together she went on a date with this other guy she liked from a while back. I had questioned her about it a while ago and she told me she didn't go, I said "ok baby I know I can trust you"! She decieved me. She told me that she didn't wanna see me anymore not because she was too busy but because she has developed feelings for him. She ain't keep it funky. The real reason is because she thinks he is a better catch, he is in the navy, her dad was in the navy, he is older, he has a car and a licence and can see her. Even though i do work, I am in a little legal trouble, (suspended licence for 2 mos, well 3 weeks now).
She was one of those prude virgins and wanted to wait till marrage, she said she wanted to make sure a dude wasn't gonna hit it then quite it. So I was patient. I waited about 8-10 monthes for her, well during that time i lost my license for a DUI a while back(1 yr ago). I lost it for 60 days and she couldn't even wait 2 months me for until i got my license back. I though she would be a little understanding of this, Expecially since she doesn't have her licence either. When I was driving i always came to pick her up and take her out, I bough her gifts, an example was a ****tail dress and heels so we could go out on my B-day. She ain' get me naythin. I was cool bout it. I'm a 22 year old guy. I look good. i like women, me and her weren't ****in, I still never pressured her and i never cheated, I treated her like my queen, I was loyal and understanding and considerate.
She asked me if I was mad, I said "naw disgusted", I said "I hoped you were above these type of shady dealings". She asked me if we could still be friends, I was like "You wildin I don't need no friends who gonna lie to me, hell naw we can't be friends." "You certainly don't deserve someone as nice as me, cause your too immature to appreciate it."
Alas I must I detest, on a positive note, this is a good thing, at least i know what kinda person she REALLY is. I rather know now than years down the road. I don't want a woman who is gonna run at the first sign of trouble, i want someone who will help me out.
Another mistake I made was waiting. The only thing wait for my black ass is the reeper, I'm never gonna "Wait" for a girl again, if she isn't ready to have a serious and mature relationship on a mental, emotion, physcial and sexual level as I am, then i'm gonna next her and shoot for the friends route and pursue someone that desires the same type of relationship as i do. Time waits for no one, it don't wait for me- so I REALLY can't be waiting for someone either.
