when young,if you're beta, the girls will make you feel like it's wrong to have normal sexual, and even non-sexual feelings towards any woman. Like it's amoral, and with a hint of feminist misandry. But then you see dude being explicit and vulgar with her, doing things way worse than you ever did,uncautiously, unapologeticaly and she's in unicorn land because she likes the adrenaline. She likes thrill. In fact she silently participates in thegame of torture the beta males, make sure he suffers watching this, the guy gets a thrill it seems, a rush by feeding off of his brutal domination, giving it to his friends' girl-friend.
So I mean really, it's not even rape that I feel. It's that I feel like it's wrong to have sexual urges but then again, it comes out viciously,or atleast with much shame, like it's wrong. I feel like a perv pretty much, as that's how women make you feel like when your young. You never get to associate it with something good when you are never let to properly express yourself. So I'm practically a virgin.
Nothing but brutal sexual reality. Sex is "immoral,wrong", etc. only bad boys get *****. The betas get to twiddle their thumbs feeling like weirdos slowly (or quickly) going mad with frustration, because they don't want to Brutally Enforce his will on a woman as she expects.
She puts up a ***** shield so that only the most hardcore brute who is uncautious gets to her, she will need to submit. Only brute force will make her submit. Of course it's subtle, it's not like through violence, tho it seems, you just do it with manipulation and deception. Deception to her is sexy and hot. Busting her balls is hot. Making fun of her and treating her like a ***** is hot, because it makes her feel alive to know thatshe's not with a beta loser, instead she's with a bad-ass criminal.
