ImTheDoubleGreatest!
Master Don Juan
Well this is just depressing. I mean, what ever happened to the self-improvement that is stressed so much upon on these forums? Drugs just take the happiness that was supposed to be used for later circumstances in life and give them to you in the moment. C'mon Zarky, you're telling us that you are 39 years old and you aren't married yet (you probably don't plan to get married anytime soon either), you aren't caring to up your status in society to its full potential, andyou are spending what little free time and money that you do have on meth and viagra, and you are sleeping with a meth head? 
Maybe that isn't what is really going on here, but the way you put it, it sure seems like it from my/our perspective(s). And I must ask you, why would you let this happen to you? Did some woman you had oneitis for screw you over so bad to the point that you thought that your life has no meaning for it anymore? Has your ego been so thoroughly destroyed that you no longer care what happens to yourself or to others? I mean man, we all have had our fair share of problems, but we are all dealing with it by fixing our lives and ourselves. By progressing our lives and ourselves.
Look, is this the best you can do?
Maybe that isn't what is really going on here, but the way you put it, it sure seems like it from my/our perspective(s). And I must ask you, why would you let this happen to you? Did some woman you had oneitis for screw you over so bad to the point that you thought that your life has no meaning for it anymore? Has your ego been so thoroughly destroyed that you no longer care what happens to yourself or to others? I mean man, we all have had our fair share of problems, but we are all dealing with it by fixing our lives and ourselves. By progressing our lives and ourselves.
Look, is this the best you can do?