So basicly iam total AFC , reading this for some time ago .
Iam very shy and trying to slowly boost my confidence with different methods (Sports , talking to random ppl but not girls etc ).
Today i went back from the Doctor , and went to get HIV tested , i will get the result in another day .
So i told myself what if i got aids ? i know its sound dumb but i said f*ck it i wouldnt give a sh*t about anything and live to the fullest .
So i put myself for few min in this state of mind , and i surprised myself to walk behing a real cuttie , HB 8 like , and negged her on her dress so naturaly that i couldnt believe it myself , in deed the rejected me by a smile and she said nothing .
Dam if i could have this state of mind all the time )
Take it easy guys with that post i dont mean to joke around with AIDS or nothing , just what happened to me !
Iam very shy and trying to slowly boost my confidence with different methods (Sports , talking to random ppl but not girls etc ).
Today i went back from the Doctor , and went to get HIV tested , i will get the result in another day .
So i told myself what if i got aids ? i know its sound dumb but i said f*ck it i wouldnt give a sh*t about anything and live to the fullest .
So i put myself for few min in this state of mind , and i surprised myself to walk behing a real cuttie , HB 8 like , and negged her on her dress so naturaly that i couldnt believe it myself , in deed the rejected me by a smile and she said nothing .
Dam if i could have this state of mind all the time )
Take it easy guys with that post i dont mean to joke around with AIDS or nothing , just what happened to me !