Girls use to take huge advantage of me, when i was a teenager i had a huge crush on a girl i went to school with, one day she was in my area with some friends so i asked my brother to tell her i fancied her. I got talking to her later that day and we kissed on the lips. I was 14, she was 13 and it was the first time i ever kissed a girl.
After we kissed i started to chase her alot, getting my mates to tell her how much i liked her, even shouting it to her as she was walking home with her friends one day. I tried everything to get her to like me, but she didn't think of me as anything more than just a friend. It pissed me off to see her with guys she was attracted to, especially when i seen her kiss other guys. It tore my ****ing heart out.
And every valentines day i would send her a card, she would send me one only to make me think she fancied me, but was really because she knew how much i fancied her and didn't want to break my heart. She was that type of girl.
Not only did i send her valentines cards, or birthday cards, but one day i went to the jewelery store and purchased a ring and left it on her door step. What the **** was i thinking, lol! later that day i opened my front door and it was sitting on the ground in front of me, with a latter that said "Thanks but no Thanks".
After that i was lucky i found this community at the right time, god only knows what else i would have done for her.