Keep thinking about marriage

[CaptFinnBad]

I've never wanted to get married.

Previously I was with a women 7 years and the thought of marriage made me laugh.

Never crossed my mind once in that relationship. It was a good relationship too.

Anyways. My current girlfriend. Only been with her like 6 months. Things are awesome between us. To be honest she worships the ground I walk on.

Its retarded but when I look at her I sometimes think about marriage.

I'm concerned I'll just blurt out the words one day drunk or something. And I'll find myself in the awkward position of accidental proposal (which I'm sure she would say yes).

Anyways I don't want to get married. Just the thought keeps popping in my head.

I've only ever had this thought with her.

I've definitely gone all in with her and I'm super comfortable with that.

I still know my worth though and it is something I could walk away from if I had too. Like I know if I was single I know I could tear up the dating scene and have my pick.

I think that's why I'm so comfortable going all in, because it the certificate my life would be awesome regardless of what path I find myself on.

Anyways this marriage thought. I want to banish it from my brain.

 

[Bible_Belt]

If you didn't want to marry her, then you wouldn't have to be denying it. Of course you do, and that's fine. 6 months is probably too soon, and everyone here will tell you the same to a much stronger extent. But alpha men don't listen very well to life advice, from anyone, myself included. They tend to do what makes them happy.