Well guys I'm back. I was here for a little last year before my first LTR, which has now ended. We dated for about a year and 4 months.
Long story short, we fought a lot. I ignored her emotional needs, she overstepped her bounds with another guy a couple months ago..we tried to get past it but that was the beginning of the end. Broke up 2 weeks ago, she spent a week begging me back. Right when I caved in an thought things were fine, she flipped it on me and said she "needed time". Turned me into a psychotic groveling ***** for the past week, but thanks to my family and friends I got a hold of my nuts and we said our farewells with no hard feelings.
Now I'm ready to begin the No Contact Challenge and the next phase of my life. Today marks day 1. Coincidentally, 2 months from today marks the day her father passed away which is always a bad day for her, so that's the only reason I plan on speaking to her again.
Going out to the club tonight with my friends trying to get back on the horse. This was my first LTR and my first love. The pain I am feeling right now cannot be put into words. But I'm going to get through this and come out a better man. I am going to treat this thread as a journal of sorts to help me get through this. If anyone has any motivational stuff they can give me, I sure need it.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Here we go!!!!!
Long story short, we fought a lot. I ignored her emotional needs, she overstepped her bounds with another guy a couple months ago..we tried to get past it but that was the beginning of the end. Broke up 2 weeks ago, she spent a week begging me back. Right when I caved in an thought things were fine, she flipped it on me and said she "needed time". Turned me into a psychotic groveling ***** for the past week, but thanks to my family and friends I got a hold of my nuts and we said our farewells with no hard feelings.
Now I'm ready to begin the No Contact Challenge and the next phase of my life. Today marks day 1. Coincidentally, 2 months from today marks the day her father passed away which is always a bad day for her, so that's the only reason I plan on speaking to her again.
Going out to the club tonight with my friends trying to get back on the horse. This was my first LTR and my first love. The pain I am feeling right now cannot be put into words. But I'm going to get through this and come out a better man. I am going to treat this thread as a journal of sorts to help me get through this. If anyone has any motivational stuff they can give me, I sure need it.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Here we go!!!!!
