flyingpanda505
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Sorry, for the double post, it seemed more fitting to put this in the HS section
Basically the setting is freshman year: I like girl A, girl A likes me back, I'm too awkward to make a move, girl A eventually gives up and we enter the awkward zone - where we avoid eye contact, even though we're both into each other (or at least I was) we'd meet eyes and then look away. I still end up thinking about her a lot.
Sophmore year: More of the same, for a brief moment we talked and then things got awkward and we went back to the awkward zone. She got a boyfriend halfway through and I pretended I didn't care about her. All this time, I end up still thinking about her.
Junior year: More of the same, we ended up talking for a bit at the beginning but we eventually went back to our awkward routine. It SUCKED. She eventually got tired of waiting for me to make a move and got a new boyfriend, but she still looked at me and looked away when i made eye contact. Halfway through Junior year something clicked and I started becoming a don juan and breaking my old habits.
Senior year: Came back completely changed from junior year, fresh cut nice clothes confident smile and LOTS of girls are beginning to notice me. She's still with her old boyfriend, but we've been talking in class now and I'm not sure if I'm really still attracted to her anymore (I can pull much hotter girls than her now), but there's something about her that I can't shake. She's been eyeing the hell out of me and I can see it in my peripherals, I've even returned the stare and smiled back at her and she laughs at all of my jokes in class, even when they're not that funny. Like, just the idea of getting her appeals so much to me, despite the fact that while although she's hot, I can get hotter. Its almost as my conjured perception of her is more appealing to me than the actual her.
It's gotten to the point where I'm still trying to impress her, to where I even contemplated showing up at a party with this really hot girl just to impress her and get her to like me. It sounds retarded and you're all probably laughing at me, but is this like oneitis to the most extreme case in the world?
Basically the setting is freshman year: I like girl A, girl A likes me back, I'm too awkward to make a move, girl A eventually gives up and we enter the awkward zone - where we avoid eye contact, even though we're both into each other (or at least I was) we'd meet eyes and then look away. I still end up thinking about her a lot.
Sophmore year: More of the same, for a brief moment we talked and then things got awkward and we went back to the awkward zone. She got a boyfriend halfway through and I pretended I didn't care about her. All this time, I end up still thinking about her.
Junior year: More of the same, we ended up talking for a bit at the beginning but we eventually went back to our awkward routine. It SUCKED. She eventually got tired of waiting for me to make a move and got a new boyfriend, but she still looked at me and looked away when i made eye contact. Halfway through Junior year something clicked and I started becoming a don juan and breaking my old habits.
Senior year: Came back completely changed from junior year, fresh cut nice clothes confident smile and LOTS of girls are beginning to notice me. She's still with her old boyfriend, but we've been talking in class now and I'm not sure if I'm really still attracted to her anymore (I can pull much hotter girls than her now), but there's something about her that I can't shake. She's been eyeing the hell out of me and I can see it in my peripherals, I've even returned the stare and smiled back at her and she laughs at all of my jokes in class, even when they're not that funny. Like, just the idea of getting her appeals so much to me, despite the fact that while although she's hot, I can get hotter. Its almost as my conjured perception of her is more appealing to me than the actual her.
It's gotten to the point where I'm still trying to impress her, to where I even contemplated showing up at a party with this really hot girl just to impress her and get her to like me. It sounds retarded and you're all probably laughing at me, but is this like oneitis to the most extreme case in the world?