pooparu
Senior Don Juan
Well, its been a while again, been through alot of ****, ups and downs, goods and bads. And I've made a decision today.
**** it.
Two words, which such huge meaning, at least to me. I don't intend to write a monologue, because honestly, **** you.
Don't take me for a dirtbag or *******, for ranting and raving or seeking the validation from this forum (all of us have been doing it), but felt I had to get it out there somehow, deal with it or **** you.
I don't mean **** you in the conventional sense either, I don't know any of you, so I dont care to insult your personalities. But I've been wasting alot of time. Caring too much. Not about women, not about people. But about my own ****ing frail ego. "Why is she talking to someone else?" "Why did I just get AMOGed?" "Why didn't I **** her".
**** IT ALL. Its time to live for one man alone now, and stop caring about the social proof, the thoughts, the everything. To stop caring what other guys would rate a *****, or how many guys have tried to get with her, **** IT ALL. When I hit up school or work, or the store, wherever, its time to just say **** it. If I think a ***** looks good she's gonna find out, if I want to **** her she's gonna find out. Her friends are going to find out, and if I wanna **** them too they are gonna find out. **** what people think of me, I'm out there for me, either I wanna get my rocks off or maybe I want a companion, but whatever I want, **** everyone else.
Its time to live for one man now, thanks for all the help guys, I finally found my answer.
**** it.
Two words, which such huge meaning, at least to me. I don't intend to write a monologue, because honestly, **** you.
Don't take me for a dirtbag or *******, for ranting and raving or seeking the validation from this forum (all of us have been doing it), but felt I had to get it out there somehow, deal with it or **** you.
I don't mean **** you in the conventional sense either, I don't know any of you, so I dont care to insult your personalities. But I've been wasting alot of time. Caring too much. Not about women, not about people. But about my own ****ing frail ego. "Why is she talking to someone else?" "Why did I just get AMOGed?" "Why didn't I **** her".
**** IT ALL. Its time to live for one man alone now, and stop caring about the social proof, the thoughts, the everything. To stop caring what other guys would rate a *****, or how many guys have tried to get with her, **** IT ALL. When I hit up school or work, or the store, wherever, its time to just say **** it. If I think a ***** looks good she's gonna find out, if I want to **** her she's gonna find out. Her friends are going to find out, and if I wanna **** them too they are gonna find out. **** what people think of me, I'm out there for me, either I wanna get my rocks off or maybe I want a companion, but whatever I want, **** everyone else.
Its time to live for one man now, thanks for all the help guys, I finally found my answer.