There's this girl i've known for about a year. I started talking to her last year, and throughout the entire time i've met her, she's had a bf. I told myself off limits, don't worry about this girl. She has a bf: he's an athlete, he's stronger than me, and she is obviously in love with him. Me on the other hand: I'm on the math team...... I'm a musician, I'm funny, and almost the entire school likes me. I'm nice to everyone, and I'm charismatic, and people like being my friend. But that's just it. Girls only consider me a friend. I know why too, it's because i'm not sexual enough, and every time I come close to actually utilize what i've learned here, I choke and end up saying something mean by accident. It's like I coat myself with a shell of humor to protect me.
That was a little background for all of yall. Like I said, this girl and her bf have been dating for over a year, but every time they fight, it's always me. She doesn't go to me to ***** about her relationship. That's not it. That's why it's so confusing. She'll start clinging on me, hugging on me, flirting with me, everything. And it always happens when they fight. She doesn't do it to anyone, just me, and I honestly don't like it. I hate it.
Last night, me and a group of friends were out all night. We saw a scary movie, then we went to walmart. Throughout the entire night her bf called her and texted her and they are obviously fighting. She's seriously considering breaking up with him, but I don't know why they're fighting, and I don't want to know.
She didn't have a place to stay last night. Her mom was out of town and didn't want her at home alone, and her dad lives out of town. All of her gf's wouldn't let her stay there, so then she asked me. I obviously said no, because that would just be awkward and complicate things. So she texts me, and I asked her if she got home alright. We text for 20 minutes, and she is seriously scared. She calls me a little bit later and she's actually crying. Wtf am I supposed to do? I honestly didn't know what to do or say. Why did she have to call me? These are all the questions I wish i knew the answers to. She has a bf.. Call him instead next time.
I know I have no chance with this girl. I've known that since I met her. I keep telling myself that I'm not attracted to her, but I know that's a lie. I guess to prove that I don't like her, I insult her half the time just so I can justify it to myself. I don't feel like she's being fair to me. In times like these, she seriously flirts with me, touches me, and after everything with her bf is better, she'll stop. This has happen a lot in the past year, and I hate it. I don't even know how to react. Last night I didn't let it happen. It really just gets under my skin. I don't want to lose her as a friend, but I feel like I might have to. I really don't know what to do.
That was a little background for all of yall. Like I said, this girl and her bf have been dating for over a year, but every time they fight, it's always me. She doesn't go to me to ***** about her relationship. That's not it. That's why it's so confusing. She'll start clinging on me, hugging on me, flirting with me, everything. And it always happens when they fight. She doesn't do it to anyone, just me, and I honestly don't like it. I hate it.
Last night, me and a group of friends were out all night. We saw a scary movie, then we went to walmart. Throughout the entire night her bf called her and texted her and they are obviously fighting. She's seriously considering breaking up with him, but I don't know why they're fighting, and I don't want to know.
She didn't have a place to stay last night. Her mom was out of town and didn't want her at home alone, and her dad lives out of town. All of her gf's wouldn't let her stay there, so then she asked me. I obviously said no, because that would just be awkward and complicate things. So she texts me, and I asked her if she got home alright. We text for 20 minutes, and she is seriously scared. She calls me a little bit later and she's actually crying. Wtf am I supposed to do? I honestly didn't know what to do or say. Why did she have to call me? These are all the questions I wish i knew the answers to. She has a bf.. Call him instead next time.
I know I have no chance with this girl. I've known that since I met her. I keep telling myself that I'm not attracted to her, but I know that's a lie. I guess to prove that I don't like her, I insult her half the time just so I can justify it to myself. I don't feel like she's being fair to me. In times like these, she seriously flirts with me, touches me, and after everything with her bf is better, she'll stop. This has happen a lot in the past year, and I hate it. I don't even know how to react. Last night I didn't let it happen. It really just gets under my skin. I don't want to lose her as a friend, but I feel like I might have to. I really don't know what to do.