TheGambino
Master Don Juan
I'm really f8cked up from 1 january 2018, my newyear started really bad.
I'm going to start with my internship with a big company in a couple of months. I told a taxi driver at new years eve that im doing my internship soon at that particular company. We drove off and two girls ran away without paying at their house, when we arrived at my house the bank was closed to fireworks. I could get money for him. I told the taxi driver (drunk) ill pay him that week and went inside to sleep.
The taxi driver emailed my internship company that I ran away without paying and they called me telling me whatsup. I had no money to pay the next day so he emailed them again today, I finally managed to pay but my ''good name'' at the company is already broken without even doing any work yet there.
Next to that, I got some bills I couldn't manage to pay up with and I got no money. I invested in some bit coins and alt coins that reached 8K before new years eve and now im down to 1.5K, I could fund it to my bank and pay my bills but im pretty sure it will go up again. Im thinking about getting the 1.5K back to pay anyway.
I only got 3 active plates. One doesn't trust me anymore, the other one has a boyfriend and is on NC, were not fcking anymore and I flaked on the last one twice because of my bad mental state these days.
I gained weight, kind of depressed because all of this, didn't go to work last saturday.
Got two major exams tommorow and the day after, been so busy with investing in bitcoins and having problems the last weeks that I didn't find the motivation to study for the exams, meaning Ill probably fail.
Didn't work out for more then a week, got no money only 1.5K on alt coins in my exchange balance online and no euro on my bank account.
Been sleeping for days now, I am not doing well.
Didn't feel this bad state of mind for years, any help would be appreciated.
I'm going to start with my internship with a big company in a couple of months. I told a taxi driver at new years eve that im doing my internship soon at that particular company. We drove off and two girls ran away without paying at their house, when we arrived at my house the bank was closed to fireworks. I could get money for him. I told the taxi driver (drunk) ill pay him that week and went inside to sleep.
The taxi driver emailed my internship company that I ran away without paying and they called me telling me whatsup. I had no money to pay the next day so he emailed them again today, I finally managed to pay but my ''good name'' at the company is already broken without even doing any work yet there.
Next to that, I got some bills I couldn't manage to pay up with and I got no money. I invested in some bit coins and alt coins that reached 8K before new years eve and now im down to 1.5K, I could fund it to my bank and pay my bills but im pretty sure it will go up again. Im thinking about getting the 1.5K back to pay anyway.
I only got 3 active plates. One doesn't trust me anymore, the other one has a boyfriend and is on NC, were not fcking anymore and I flaked on the last one twice because of my bad mental state these days.
I gained weight, kind of depressed because all of this, didn't go to work last saturday.
Got two major exams tommorow and the day after, been so busy with investing in bitcoins and having problems the last weeks that I didn't find the motivation to study for the exams, meaning Ill probably fail.
Didn't work out for more then a week, got no money only 1.5K on alt coins in my exchange balance online and no euro on my bank account.
Been sleeping for days now, I am not doing well.
Didn't feel this bad state of mind for years, any help would be appreciated.