backbreaker
Master Don Juan
I've been sitting here.... working, and my phone is blowing up.. and I told a woman that I just had sex with who is getting on my nerves (The girl from the other post 2 days ago.. I broke down) to not call me anymore. And I don't feel bad about it at all.
It got me thinking... I've been though alot. so much so, that it's like over time I took a pill and it took away most if not all the emtoions i have for PEOPLE.
I think I'm anti social. I like Sex, alot only a select few people I want to actaully spend time with. I dont' even like seeing my family. I'd rather be by myself doing my own thing.
I realize how cruel most people really are. in the end no one gives a **** about anyone but themselves.. so I dont' feel bad in the least bit when I don't think of other people.
I used to not always be like this.. I use to be the polar oposite. but i've seen alot. i've seen family members disown me. I've seen friends for no reason, go behind my back. Best Friends.
I keep to myself... I think that's why I am drawn to horses so much.. they aren't people and they aren't mean..well some will buck at you but you get the point.
I make it EXTREMELY hard for myself to get emotionally attached to anyone. I always assume the worst in people. and I"m usually right if not always. The woman I am seeing right now told me a couple of weeks ago I am very spitful towards people and I always have a chip on my sholder... and she's right for the most part. however she realizes where I am coming from and she's growing on me.
Not necessrily spite... but just untrust. when I **** women and don't call them back... or whatever.... or **** them whent hey know I am ****ing other women.. I can do so with a clear mind because 1) it'st he way it should be and 2) if it weren't that.. it would be like most AFC guys here.. I don't think for a second this cvnt wouldn't be dragging me around nose in the air like any other AFC in the LJBF zone. it's war
People are amazed how little I actually approach women. not only do I not approach most women I end up fvcking.. I usually go out the way to advoid any relationship. I throw away numbers.. I won't return calls, I'm ****y, borderline arrogant.. I'm a nice guy.. I have my great qualities about myself... but I don't sugarcoat how I feel about anything, including myself. I told one woman shoudl consider it an honor to give me a blow job and she looked at me like I was crazy..execpting me to apologize..no cvnt.. you really SHOULD consider it an honor.. nuts like these dont' come around every day. start hummin
I wouldn't call myself a Jerk.. I have nice qualities...I have GREAT qualities and when you do get in my inner core, I would move mountains for you.... but I would call myself unresoundingly blunt. The only thing that matters to me are my goals, dreams and ambitions. Women can coinside with them or get out the way. This coming from spending 3 years, wanting women, but everyone laughing at me because I was broke and had no clothes, a little overweight and women woudln't give me the time a day. now that I am wealthy, have 2 houses, one on the beach, 3 cars, and I do what I love for a living, a wardrobe bigger than most womens and other stuff I won't get into in this post.. plus a better body.. women find me "so interesting" and "one of a kind" b!tch fvck off. most women are so damn fake, I could care less about them. i don't see why alot of you guys do. I've seen women toss aside 10 year marriages for the sake of lust for the hell of it. then rationalize it later. it's a dog eat dog world.
It got me thinking... I've been though alot. so much so, that it's like over time I took a pill and it took away most if not all the emtoions i have for PEOPLE.
I think I'm anti social. I like Sex, alot only a select few people I want to actaully spend time with. I dont' even like seeing my family. I'd rather be by myself doing my own thing.
I realize how cruel most people really are. in the end no one gives a **** about anyone but themselves.. so I dont' feel bad in the least bit when I don't think of other people.
I used to not always be like this.. I use to be the polar oposite. but i've seen alot. i've seen family members disown me. I've seen friends for no reason, go behind my back. Best Friends.
I keep to myself... I think that's why I am drawn to horses so much.. they aren't people and they aren't mean..well some will buck at you but you get the point.
I make it EXTREMELY hard for myself to get emotionally attached to anyone. I always assume the worst in people. and I"m usually right if not always. The woman I am seeing right now told me a couple of weeks ago I am very spitful towards people and I always have a chip on my sholder... and she's right for the most part. however she realizes where I am coming from and she's growing on me.
Not necessrily spite... but just untrust. when I **** women and don't call them back... or whatever.... or **** them whent hey know I am ****ing other women.. I can do so with a clear mind because 1) it'st he way it should be and 2) if it weren't that.. it would be like most AFC guys here.. I don't think for a second this cvnt wouldn't be dragging me around nose in the air like any other AFC in the LJBF zone. it's war
People are amazed how little I actually approach women. not only do I not approach most women I end up fvcking.. I usually go out the way to advoid any relationship. I throw away numbers.. I won't return calls, I'm ****y, borderline arrogant.. I'm a nice guy.. I have my great qualities about myself... but I don't sugarcoat how I feel about anything, including myself. I told one woman shoudl consider it an honor to give me a blow job and she looked at me like I was crazy..execpting me to apologize..no cvnt.. you really SHOULD consider it an honor.. nuts like these dont' come around every day. start hummin
I wouldn't call myself a Jerk.. I have nice qualities...I have GREAT qualities and when you do get in my inner core, I would move mountains for you.... but I would call myself unresoundingly blunt. The only thing that matters to me are my goals, dreams and ambitions. Women can coinside with them or get out the way. This coming from spending 3 years, wanting women, but everyone laughing at me because I was broke and had no clothes, a little overweight and women woudln't give me the time a day. now that I am wealthy, have 2 houses, one on the beach, 3 cars, and I do what I love for a living, a wardrobe bigger than most womens and other stuff I won't get into in this post.. plus a better body.. women find me "so interesting" and "one of a kind" b!tch fvck off. most women are so damn fake, I could care less about them. i don't see why alot of you guys do. I've seen women toss aside 10 year marriages for the sake of lust for the hell of it. then rationalize it later. it's a dog eat dog world.